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2006-11-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

its christmas time in the city...

hiatus

2006-07-03T01:27:00.000+08:00

well well... hows everyone been?

bad i hope... cause im not feeling too good with all the stress too

hahahaha kidding la. hope everyones good!

anyway this could very well be my last post until further notice

and dont worry im not going to die or something (carry on hoping ah.. asswipes)

just that im taking lil steps to break away from all the distractions

and concentrate on my studies. =) *unbelieveable huh?*

step 1 is to stop blogging *jumps for joy* saves me the hassle of blogging hahha

step 2. i've quit my job at ice cube already... all i've to say is really nice bosses i've worked with

hahah hmm and when i've seem to completely dissappear from the world.. chill yea

i'll be back after november... then the real party will start

okie well will declare that this blog will be on HIATUS starting now.

till after november then my faithful blog readers whoever you all are!

i love you all! *okie well im just lying*

i'll be back...

2006-06-16T03:09:00.000+08:00

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cathay grand.

2006-06-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

i swear im not lying....
but im blogging from cathay grand. hahha well then ciao

sleeping habits

2006-05-19T07:01:00.000+08:00

oh my! look *everyone turns and looks... does that bated breath thing* it is.......
another entry *gasp*
aiya shut up la. stop laughing thinking im lame and all, i'll kill you.

jared chan --
[noun]:

A master of storytelling

'How" will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

hahah more like master of talking rubbish. i've this inborn talent of coming up with crap talks... evidence? those unprepared presentations im suppose to do in school *glares hard at groupmates... grr* haha ah well anyway i was just wondering what my name would be define as when i came across the link, and voila! the internet reads your mind kids...

ok anyway my midyears have officially ended, so whats it mean you ask... well it means i have to study again you birdbrain *bleah* while the rest of the school gets the june holidays, study break ahhh whatever... but but I get the june intensive study!!! ok la maybe so does all the graduating classes, but still! hai well the history paper was ok. its cool is cool and im all happy, and see when im happy everyone around will be happier too, except my enemies la *whoever you are i'll still come after you*, but but of course when i see them seething that im happy it'll make me happy too, so i get happier and they get even angrier *eh theres no such word right... hahaa* and the whole stupid cycle goes on and on. teeheeee...

as you can see i got up friggin early this wonderful bloody morning, to what you ask? my bursting bladder *smacks head* wah lau eh and i couldnt get back to sleep. im sure i have told some people this, but for the "benefit" of those whom i havent, tooooo bbbaddddd! haha kidding kidding. anyway i was talking about my anomalistic sleeping habits, well you see i have sleeping habits that actually deviates quite jialat-ly from the norm la... ok just imagine me, a normal schooling boy sleeping in Singapore *eh its getting uberly hot nowadays ah* with a timing like that of an American! for the dumbo people, America's day is Singapore's night and vice versa... how can like that la, how to stay awake in class like that ah. if there was actually something that i would die of now, it prolly would be cancer *choi choi i so healthy* or any of those "deadly diseases may strike anytime, prevention is better then cure, stay healty" boolsheet, it would prolly be my sleeping habit... thats my number killer. hai

well...
lazy i be, sleepy i am
rest i will, next time i blog
interesting i hope,
curious you be, balls i tickle.

aiya its just saying im tired la. imma gonna catch some sleep before i head down to bud's place to ball after dunno how many centuries. adios amigos.

sov

2006-05-17T01:20:00.000+08:00

ahhh im back from outer space with that sad look upon my face
sometimes i like to walk alone
you should have changed that stupid lock huh? hahaha...
nothing else to think about but myself
ok enough of the lame stuff time to get off the wheelchair -_-
its getting alil tiring dont you think?
i took my chemistry paper today... well it was ok i guess.
is it worth it? let me work it
after that i came home, got change
maybe i'll stick with me, myself and i for the time being
off to meet bud for dinner before the Vjc choral concert at the esplanade *nice place*
its hard i know
anyway the concert wasnt too bad
but i'll try somehow
there were the few soloist doing quite well... lydia la, and the other one who sang the first song
maybe all of this will change one day
then when the concert was over bud, gerald and i made our way to holland v
but til that day
to eat Gelare... yummy waffles for half price
its me myself, and i
from now on im only eating Gelare on tuesdays heee...

oh oh and there's prayer session on friday at bud's place

we're suppose to bring someone not from the choir along too

but "aiya i bring ja, ja bring me" quotes ja. hahaha...

anyway imma gonna keep this a really short entry for the simple reason

because im tired la

hahhaha adios everyone *yawns

oh what a boring day

2006-05-13T01:04:00.000+08:00

hmm thousand apologies to everyone, anyone or to all who actually reads this blog for not blogging regularly yea... well you do know that a busy man doesnt update his blog right? i've been fighting with my great evil 'nemesis' darth la zy... that ones a tough nut to crack. well i've manage to subdue the fella for now so a quick entry before he strikes back.
* waaaa ttaaaaa hooooo yaaaaa kaaaa pooowwww*
i think this blog is way too lonely already. well for the few regulars *cheers* all of you'll get $100 each... for those who dont read be careful be very very careful, i'll get you one day. hmm i figured that this blog needs alil of what we call a publicity stunt so maybe i'll start some kinda scadal, they always get the ratings for sure... haha kidding ^_^

ahh i've decided to delete the last draft. and blog about what a boring day it is today. =(
i wasnt feeling too good yesterday night so i decided not to go prawning with the guys.. but chill chill nothing serious really but its bad enough to keep me from going anywhere today, which means i've been stuck at home for the whole day at least since i woke up at 12pm... grrr so much for a life huh.

anyway i'm having my midyears now and its so far so-so. just hope that it'll be alot easier in the real olevels, which means i have to study harder... harder... HARDER! hai i've been reading my peers' blogs on how interesting, exciting, emo, mundane and whatever else their lives are... how i wished mine was like that too instead of blogging about midyears and exams and studies and school and olevels and teachers and ahhhhh im going crazy!
i'll just pray that the midyears will pass me so fast i didnt even know it happened. then after i can continue to ppaa... ppaaa... paaaarrrrtteeeeehhh *pops confetti everywhere* with my books *boooo* maybe i'll catch afew movies too. any kakis? i'll pay for the tickets and pay you another additional $50.. cool? so why wait pick up your phone and dial 9******6...

oh yea i've also been reading *im serious la i've been reading* this book Tuesdays with Morrie. something he said actually got to me he said: "the culture we have does not make people feel good about themselves. And you have to be strong enough to say if the culture doesnt work dont buy it." -morrie schwartz... i highly recommand this book to you guys, it speaks of the simplicity of life and how we're caught up with the wrong stuff and all. really nice book...

well im too lazy to go anymore into that... he's winning and i'm running out of energy to blog already. i think i better wrap up this entry and hopefully will manage to click the "publish post".
til the next time i win the evil guy again bbyyy... byyy...bbyyyeeeee!

*p.s - hope you guys didnt actually think i would pay you right? *bleah*

2006-05-08T16:27:00.000+08:00

//rebecca. `` i<3pony. says:
you jared jard in a jar

-jaycee-vulnerability. says:
haha

-jaycee-vulnerability. says:
you becca bagged in a bag.

//rebecca. `` i<3pony. says:
wow.

hahahha a stupid convo i had with jared. (JA-RED). but i wanted to say jared but sounded like ja-red so hence, jard. ugh, nvm.
he's a boy sheep. (:

*copied and paste with permission*

phrase of the day!

2006-05-01T02:56:00.000+08:00

eh steady la today's entry wont be a long one. im just too lazy to blog about anything that happened today, so its another story for another time perhaps =)
but i'll leave you guys with the...
phrase/convo of the day: *drumrolls*
mr brown: eh gas free one ah?
ms b : huh? then how much?
everyone: wahahahaha!

well its an inside joke la. ciao then

when a stranger calls / happy birthday shaun

2006-04-29T04:34:00.000+08:00

today's a rather interesting dont you think guys? well at least its been interesting for the few of us...

well the day started off with me going to register for my provisional driving license otherwise known as pdl thats the lil shit you need to get on with the practical lessons (finally some real action there) hahaa... i also registered for my advance theory. after that i went to snip snip my hair and now it looks short and neat, cooling as i wanted it to be =) when everything ended it was already about 4.30pm+ so i called melvin and he said to meet at 6.30pm so went home and slacked around. then finally i manage to get thru to that idiota james chan went up to his place and slacked even more.. grrr..

everyone except our vip mr gerard teo and ms nicola something, was finally ready so we made our way to hotel oriental for shaun's birthday dinner. we were all dressed to the nines so we actually didnt look too outta place, getting what i mean? hahaa dinner was great, the deco and stuff was great, the ambience too was great and not for getting that it came with a hefty price too but ahh well it was for the man yea. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHAUN! after dinner we went to cathay cineplex to get movie tickets for "when a stranger calls" at 2.05am so since we had loads of time to wasted we made our way to snookerium and played pool, by then my legs were already killing me la... so after what seemed like the never ending pool game it was 2am and we started to stroll back and went into the theatre, overall the show was ok except when there was the part when the man suddenly popped outta no where it got me freaking scared and i shouted... hhaha yes i shouted in the cinema and according to james and shaun it wasnt exactly very soft. heee..

ohoh everything ended and we decided to teng chu, we cabbed back. halfway thru the journey mr cab driver started cursing and swearing at the lorry who suddenly cut infront of us, i think he kinda needs anger management. then not long the fellow started talking about some stuff... however the details will be kept confidential as this is a public blog, anyone and everyone of any age can read it so too bad. hhaa

*yawns* its so early in the morning already. i think i gotta go sleep now. adios amigos.

my anger

2006-04-23T22:28:00.000+08:00

*wahhhh buddy your name is confirm going to apppear la*

wah sleeping at 3am and waking up at 11.30am is no joke man, althought if you count the hours its sufficient for a normal person but you'll still feel super lethargic or at least thats what i felt la. hahahh... well im suppose to meet the choir in church at 12.30pm, woke up at 11.30pm i rushed to get ready and left the house with mum at 12pm for lunch. i manage to gobble lunch down in 1/2hour and i made it in time =) after all the "VIPs" arrived we took off and headed for St. Mary of the Angels' church, which happened to be a superly uberly nice church esp the columbarium.. it had that very tranquil touch to the design of that place that once you step in it then *woahhhh*... has a very zen like design to it and it definitely wont be my last visit there, im gonna find out how to get there first *BUDDY!!!* blah thats besides the point on why im there for, hahahhaa well the choir was there for the annual divine mercy feast day mass which ended about 5pm+. then Ja and i walked and walked and walked and walked (its your fault ah!) and finally reached the prata place opposite the beauty world shopping center, well overall the food was good except the milo "milkshake" which cost three buckeroos and i can teach you how to make it even though i've only drank it once... here goes

milo "milkshake" -
step 1. put lots and lots of milo powder in cup
step 2. put some milk in cup and stir
step 3. put some milo powder on top of "milkshake"

and there you have it folks milo "milkshake" from that *i dunno whats it called* prata place. bleah...
anyway ok that aside, after we ate we were deciding on how to get back home and i told her that the bus stop infront of us will take us home but noooooo... so nvm and we started walking and walking and walking and walking again in search of the bus stop with the bus that'll take us home (it was quite a long search btw). then we reached this bus stop that has a bus 147 or was it 174 ah? aiya nvm then Ja said that it'll take us back but being skeptical i said "aiya lets find the 852 bus stop safer" which obviously was a wrong move because it landed us back to square one the walking walking part, hhahaa but this time i was the energetic one and she being wimpie her was complaining hahahaa. after what seems to be THE endless journey we found the damm bus stop.

hmm this is something no related to the day or anything la. well the other day some assclown prick made me blow *booom* which if you ask my friends they should know that its not easy feat. i wont tell you the details la but wah i was kinda shocked that i dented the bloody metal window in school i was scared that if i actually gave that fella a punch in the face ah i sure die sia. my fist bled quite abit and the thing is i didnt even noticed it until much later... hahaha well i actually came up with a small prayer because of this incident. =)
my anger, i dont wanna show,
in fear of the damage i may cause,
for i myself do not know the limit to my strength.
help Lord to contain this side of me,
keep me happy always,
if not a positive outlet for all my negative emotions,
amen.
hopefully this will help. but i seriously dont like that angry side. ahhhh im finally done with blogging, what a long day it has been. ciao now people.

oh did i also mention that my favourite drink now is kopi kah tai?
eh uncle kopi kah tai =)

maundy thursday / good friday / easter vigil / choir on monday

2006-04-15T02:23:00.000+08:00

this is an attempt on trying to write a relatively long entry. =) *pls take note that definition of "relatively long entry" may vary due to the timings of the entry being typed"
so here goes...

lets see ah. hmm ok well loads of shit has been happening in school when i was away last week, about idiots driving the teachers up the wall to the point that they walked out on the students, and now that stupid XXX person (not the teachers who got angry) made a big wooo haaa out of it. thats right nothing better to do right? *bleah* as usual. anyway i skipped napfa too, haha they had 2.4 on the friday i was absent, ah might as well la anyway i'll fail it. time to actually start training again. other then that, the amount of homework given now is superly too much to handle unless you're some Mr robocop that sits and do your homework with out stopping then maybe you might just be able to complete it in time. hahaa die la, but well at least im close to completing my sub-standard c6 dnt folio hha.

maundy thursday / good friday / easter mass / easter carnival / choir on monday. hoho how does that sound to you? well 5days of choir in a row. leaving me with little time to actually do much about my assignments, but aiya nothing to it the most also go to school then die hahaha.. kidding la i've actually completed most of the assignments already so no problemo. we'll be singing for the easter carnival too, anyone wanna come? haha.

grr pathetic attempt. ah well i tried hahaah.
till the next time i actually blog again. nights all.

mandisa is out?!

2006-04-08T01:53:00.000+08:00

what?! i cant believe that Mandisa is out! she is like one of the best ever, and she is one of the few who can make me go "woah" almost everytime she sings, ah well wasted talent.
well life's been rather monotonous. almost like a playback every other day, go to school to study, go back home to study and blah blah blah ching chang wa la wa la bang bang... some life i have huh? and to make it even better lately i've been sick quite often too, hmm if this continues i'll have to make a trip down to the docs =(
also i've realised that i've actually ran out of things to blog about, and my entries are getting shorter and shorter *bleah* who knows, i might actually delete this blog to save me from all the hassle of blogging, i dont think that anyone actually bothers to read this lonely blog anyway. hahaha.
hmm till next time *if i do blog again* ciao the.
(p.s: i know this song is kinda cheena-mama but i kinda like the melody. ha)

passed my basic theory

2006-03-30T19:58:00.000+08:00

my cool new sweater
the front logo
and the back logo on my sexy butt. haha

woah i think its high time i add another entry here huh? haha.
well well i've passed my basic driving theory test already =) means im a step closer to crashing my mummy's car. hhaha. actually the test was damm simple la, i could see some people sitting on their chair in shock after they saw that they've failed. this instant result thing is abit funny la its like an "in your face" kinda thing, after you end the test and the next thing you know FAILED in caps and in your face! haha.
and im sure i'll get whacked by some people for this but but... i really dunno what to blog about anymore unless you wanna hear more of my mundane life, spending most of my time either studying or stoning. hahha well then ciao people

driving registration =)

2006-03-04T09:47:00.000+08:00

my my its been a rather long time since i blogged huh?
last week was my lil birthday celebration so here how it went.
wednesday - had alil celebration with my mommy =)love you mum
thursday - went out with bud bud to fish & co. thanks bud! heee
friday - man this was the mosts hilarious and one of the most touching celebration i had.(keep in mind that i already knew that it was a 'surprise' chalet for me ah) so firstly i was suppose to 'meet' some girls with melvin which turned out to be true la. so they told me that their friend had a chalet and wanted melvin to go but apperantly he said only if i go then he'll go, so the girls asked if i would go and i just gave them a straight yes *as if i didnt know ah* haha anyway when i reached the place although knowing already i was still touched and damm happy la. one of the most priceless present i got was the photo album where there were photos of almost everyone and alil from them too. thanks guys! really appreciated all the efforts and early planning yea. as for the rest of the details about the party i'll just leave that out yea, too lazy to type ah. hahaha.
well now all that being said. time to get on with life as an 18 year old already, i guess now that im 18 with almost everything else legal for me, i've gotta be more respondsible for my actions and what not now =)

ohoh i registered for my basic theory test this morning already! im gonna take the test at the end of the month. one more step closer to crashing my mother's car. heee. hmm anyway im really sleepy, so i'll go get some rest before meeting bud again. ciao now brown cow!

happy valentines

2006-02-14T17:22:00.000+08:00

happy valentine's day to all! to couples hopefully you have a nice time today, to singles out there hahah suckers!!! *kidding* hahah. to married couples, happily ever after *yea right like thats going to happen*

ahh what a nice way to spend valentines, not waking up for school for two days in a row is the life la. but im so gonna miss out on alot of lessons. okok anyway today's plans are to spend some quality time wanking with my school books hahahah, then prolly dinner with my mummy =)

okok this is alil out of point ah. i was watching the travel and living channel on cable just now and they were showing those medieval castles in Europe and giving the history behind every castle the featured, hoho it was superly nice ah! im going to visit at least on the those castles in Europe one day. ahh actually i kinda like that travel and living channel because when you watch it, it gives you a nice feeling like as if you're there. and the places they bring you are super super nice, especially those european, italian places super nice. hahah you should watch it if you have cable. haha im sure bud bud will agree right? well then im off to complete my homework now.

last day of chinese new year

2006-02-12T21:17:00.000+08:00

A Perfect Lover

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover.
Need to mention the sex of the target.
Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they have been tagged.
If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.

target: females

*well im not terribly demanding. so here goes*

1. my definition of a perfect lover ah. hmmm jeanette chan? wahahahaha *okie i think thats getting cold.

2. someone who will sleep with me on a lazy afternoon or a rainy day.

3. someone who understands that there are definitely differences and conflict of interests at times, but at the same time respect these differences and meet each other halfway. because i dont expect either one of us to accomodate all the way even for myself.

4. someone presentable, pleasant looking, decent dressing *nothing too revealing ah*, mature behaviour although doesnt have to be all the time la, just make sure that she knows how to act in different surroundings *get my drift?* she doesnt necessarily have to be a supermodel although it'd be good la heee.

5. someone who understands that my whole life doesnt solely revolves around her *vice versa*, that there is still something called family, school, personal time, church and what not. although i'll definitely give her most of my time and the rest will just have to be divided equally.

6. definitely has to be streetsmart to fend for herself when im not around. =) i dont want to see anything happened to my love ones just because they arent streetsmart.

7. someone who realises the trend that every couples DO quarrel, however also realises the fact every quarrel has to be settle no matter what and not letting it just 'fade' without talking it out.

8. last but not least, that the relationship is based on the love of two persons, and not the love of the other person's possessions, traits and what not. someone that can follow me through the harshest of tests.

hahahaa okok that seemed rather demanding actually la yea? aiya but like the title suggest A Perfect Lover?. i seriously doubt i can find someone with everything stated above anyway. ohoh i dont think i'll be passing this around la damm lazy to find people to do it, but but if you wanna do the quiz go ahead.

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ahh happy last day of chinese new year everyone! hahha well i decided that since its the last day of chinese new year, i'll treat everyone at home to a saddening dish of yusheng. =) hmm just ate quite a big feast at home so im superly bloated.

much have been happening since i updated the last time so let me try and recall la yes. *thinking...thinking...thinking really hard...* aiya i cant really remember. anyway i was at the school hall witnessing the collection of the olevel results, and i tell you it was in a super tensed mode when some idiotic female teacher had to wasted time by doing what she do best talking cock. grrr! but but after when all had collected their results some jumped for joy and inevitably some cried due to poor results. to put it bluntly to those who didnt study, they deserved it. now im superly scared that i might not do well! so im starting revision and studying now and hopefully i'll do well =)

today went to church and brushed up on a few pieces before heading down to gardens for lunch. ohoh i went to toa payoh to play pool with my brother and a few others *diaox watz n ah bengz tingz 2 do... kawaii!* okie i didnt know where that came from but ahahahaa. okok after that headed down to ps for *censored* "im sorry folks this part of the day is censored due to explicit content, please enjoy the rest of the entry. thanks you for your kind cooperation."

The End

hopefully one day, i'll melt your heart with my voice.

happy chinese new year!

2006-01-29T04:45:00.000+08:00

happy chinese new year everyone!
ah i know la, you people must be wondering why am i up at such ungodly hour right? blame it on some stupid superstition thing my mum came up with but ah well im the only one awake now la. hahaha

after choir we went to my aunt's place to eat our reunion dinner (which was suppose to be at home) and as expected it was superly boring that i feel asleep on the couch, quite comfy if i must say and hopefully i didnt snore or anything! wahaha imagine everyone there gambling the suddenly "SSSSSSNNNNNOOOOOORRRRREEEE!~" it'll be super malu ah. but i didnt la! hmm after dinner came home and did alil packing here and there then started to laze around already. what a way to start the chinese new year, ah well im not much of a chinese new year person anyway.

oh anyone or everyone who visits this lil humble bloggy will you kindly tag and tell me if you hear any music at all? if have just say yes, and if there isnt just say no? hahaa thanks much.
*eh pi gu tuo go check out your own blog! hahah*

nights then everyone!

the beach / town

2006-01-28T02:01:00.000+08:00

finally its the weekends again. omg i cant believe the week has been spent mostly in school and on homework, the thing is i didnt use to be like that in the past.

today was fun fun la, bud head and i went down to the east coast beach to chill today man. actually went with the intention of sun tanning and alil cycling but after setting foot on the place the super lazy mood kicked in and the sun was covered up =( so ah well we just walked around play with the waves here and there and took loads of pictures. fun la, i've not been to the beach like that in dont know how many donkey, monkey, goat, pig, elephant, turtle, doggy years already ah haha. after that we took a bus down to town (eh it rhymes. hahaa) went to check out some stuff at british india but the price is way way outta my budget but thanks to my super shopper buddy she introduced me to this island shop which sells similar linen clothes too and it is just the ones im looking for too, you know those beachy look (okie that sounded super wrong. but you know what i mean la) the next time i get my pay im going down to get afew pieces *eh bud bud i'll jio you ah*. heee =)

aiya eh anyway it was nice spending time at liquid kitchen in the middle of the night and also today at the beach too la yea bud head? haha i owe you a big big treat okie okie? i bring you go eat crystal jade bakery! hahaa.

she bully me =(

welcome to east coast park

mr macho man! not.

bud and i

ahh! the water.

tadaa! i can swim or is it just that im tall? =)

okie i admit i have four legs. =(

im looking at jeanette aw walking pass. hahaa

i think i look superly old. ahaha

i dropped my watch. =(

my turtle friend and i, super lazy creatures. hee

okie thats most of the pictures already. i gotta zoom off now so ciao now brown cows.

haha

2006-01-24T21:49:00.000+08:00

*bleah* well reflecting on my actions i 've come to a conclusion that im not fit to start a relationship let alone being in one, but but one night stand anyone? hahaha kidding la. no valentines this year? hmmm. ah well thanks for the nice thought though but save on the cash and make better use of it, i think im just too unworthy for the watch. hope you liked your present anyway. =)

im such a bastard aint i. haha

quiz again.

2006-01-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

*grrr* obviously you havent been reading my blog right melvin?

Rules of the game:
Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog 5 random things about me...

1. i've been doing my homework. (weird huh?)
2. i've been reading books. *gasps* yes i know la im developing weird habits.
3. i wanna melt someone's heart with my voice. (obviously it wont happen anytime soon la)
4. i wanna let my hair grow til maybe my shoulders? haha gay
5. im drinking tons of water everyday. hahaah

well since i've done it before and get afew others to do it too i wont pass it around.

anyway im going to get ready for the play at jubilee hall tonight. adios then people.

facial

2006-01-15T14:35:00.000+08:00

hmmm what a short weekend we all have huh. well its sunday again, the time to pack your bags iron your uniform, shirt and what not. *bleah*

went to meet becky for ice cream/tea at ice cube before making our way up to church for choir. anyway we were just talking about the choir, how everyone has grown to be so humongously huge, about the long hours of practice which we didnt really mind *if its constructive that is*, how when someone ask you "eh why you whole day choir here choir there?" and you cannot explain but you know that its not how they say it to be. then after choir when i was heading for work i saw colin sng and he asked the stupidest question ever "eh you still in the choir ah?" and saying that my interest will change la, that he give me another ten years and i might leave choir by then. *eh you no brains or just plain dodo head ah* so i told him i'll prolly give myself till my death bed, other groups i might change, which is pretty obvious which group that is right? if you really dunno ask me la i'll tell it straight in your face even if you're from that group. *grrr* told you people not to treat me like im some small kid right, i've already chosen choir to be the one i hold dear so back off. =)

ahhh that aside school has been pretty okie so far, tell me it'll just stay that way please someone =( i just hope i keep up the habits throughout the year la then hopefully that'll guarantee me some As here and there ah. hahah i'm gonna go get some shut eye before going to play ball again. ciao people.

*eh eh buddy here's a new entry, and you know whats coming soon ah, how about a mercedes-benz convertible?* hahaha

quiz

2006-01-08T14:04:00.000+08:00

okie i got this for marcel's blog, so here goes:
Rules of the game:
Post 5 weird/random things about yourself.
At the end of the quiz, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog 5 random things about me...

1. jeanette chan *wahahha*
2. i keep seeing this handsome guy in mirrors
3. i love school
4. i beginning to like oldies then those frivolous songs today
5. im gonna register myself for driving as soon as i turn 18 =)

okie now bud head ja, sarah, timo, dinesh, kristine are gonna do the quiz.

*grrr* it started raining so freaking early in the morning that i thought why is my air con on la, damm cold. the best is that there is literally nothing to do so thats why im here updating my blog and also because after quite a number of complains about me not updating *blah blah blah*. well a week has passed since school started and whatever you call it being over enthu or too much steam and what not, im enjoying school at this moment until prolly when piles of homework stacks up and i end up not doing them maybe then i'll say something different la.

i heard there is going to be this two days DnT camp where like in the morning of the first day we'll be going to visit places like ikea and wherever that has something to do with the design of our artifect, then in the night we'll head back to school and start coming up with designs after designs after designs after designs *aiya you get the idea la* for the whole night without sleeping, and the next day will just be the same thing except that we'll start designing in the late afternoon til we go home that is. sounds interesting huh?

what will you want to be remembered for when you die?

new years day / last day of holiday

2006-01-03T15:31:00.000+08:00

i realise that i also blog quite sometime after the event. macham like old news like that. haha

well new year's countdown was spent at the nus guildhouse the one in the school campus itself, with pi ku tou and her family. i must say that the food there was good, there was karaoke singing which i almost got sabo-ed into singing by ja and her sis! *smart ah* after the whole countdown was over the mood went high for awhile but died down rather quickly so we decided to go play pool. after all the bigh and fly died down we went to the mini grandpiano and ja started playing twinkle stars and i sang along, then the people at the pub was looking at us like we are some kinda aliens *never hear twinkle stars before ah =P* haha but it was quite hilarious la.

yesterday was officially the last day of my 3months holiday already so decided to do something nice. lydia, cheryl and i decided to go over to ja's place to swim, which cheryl was super late and by the time she came lydia and i felt super lazy, we ended up watching lion king 3, and yes i agree with cheryl, lion king rocks because it showed us we cant be any lamer then them *quick before the hyaena comes* haha. then after the movie and a few rounds of dai di we decided to go to the pool to swim, which happened to be freezing cold because it was raining not long before. we had pizza hut and kfc for dinner *yumyum* what happened to our diet buddy =(

okie today is the last first day of secondary school i'll ever have, i wont blog much about it unless you wanna hear me whine on what a bloody boring first day i had. hopefully tomorrow when lessons start it'll be better.

school is starting in four days

2005-12-29T22:33:00.000+08:00

school is starting in four days!
basket i cant believe that after the long long holidays school is finally starting already. i dont even know whats going on la, as in what am i suppose to bring to school and all those stuff =S i'll prolly be going to school without a bag on the first day hahah. well i just hope that all will be fine next year.

i kinda enjoyed narnia though i found some parts of it alil draggy. ahh also i cant help but agree with bud head that the part Arslan died and then resurrected again reminded me alot of the death and resurrection of Jesus, and also there was also something that Arslan said about the true meaning of the stone. but i particularly enjoyed it because now that school is starting, this kinda fantasy tale takes me away for that few hours or so so that i wont keep thinking of school =(

ahhh and my stupid phone ah. i havent even used it for a week and its giving me problems already and the poor fellow is now at the sony ericsson care centre *come back to me soon!!!!* hahah ah well overall that phone is quite nice to use la just that it gave me that stupid bluetooth problem. grrrr

i think i better stop the entry soon already la, it seems like im trying damm hard to find something to blog about like that. hahaha well then happy reading and happy coming new year too all =)

christmas

2005-12-28T01:14:00.000+08:00

this is alil lagging but imma blogging about the midnight and christmas hhaa.
christmas this year is alil different due to one reason or another but mainly because before this as you all can see i was shit worried about my results and was thinking like what if i dont pass up, what will be of my future and what will christmas be like. but alls well for now. haha

i'll upload some pictures taken before the midnight mass yea.
audrey and i

becky and i

bud head and i

sit sisters and i

timo and i

zz and i

audrey and i again

becky and i in church

lydia and i with st francis xavier =)

well on christmas day itself was prolly the most boring christmas. i did practically nothing but slacked at home and just, just slack la haha. but in the night the group of us went to see audrey off at the airport because she was leaving for canada *waves* bye monkey friend, after all that i just went home and slept. haha kinda monotonous christmas day dont you think =(

hidden, i will show him

2005-12-22T23:51:00.000+08:00

Hidden, I will Show Him
ahh the musical is over and i guess judging from the audiences' response it was a huge success =). well i must say that the soloists, john, gabriel, aaron, lydia, cheryl and not forgetting my one only bud head jaja, you guys did a very good job. oh yes and the actors too.

im gonna keep this entry really short simply because im shagged out to the mx already. so i'll just leave you guys with our sfxyouthchoir's mission statement which also serves as alil prayer for me that actually came to my mind during the concert/musical, so here goes:

We use song to touch what our hands fail to touch,
To give voice to what our ears fail to pick up,
To shed light to what our eyes fail to to see,
To show the way to forgiveness,
For what is humanly unforgivable.
To glorify God's love for what is humanly unlovable,
We use song to illuminate the divinity and mystery of he who loves us more than we love ourselves.

judgement day

2005-12-19T12:21:00.000+08:00

argh i was hoping to wake up later so i wont have to think so much about it. but guess what? i woke up at 11 and now this wait feels like forever. better keep my fingers crossed and pray i'd do well. =S

sick=)

2005-12-15T01:07:00.000+08:00

im sick!!! argh. im having a rather bad fever now and if you're asking why im not sleeping even though its already 1am? i tell you why, because i cant! the minute i get on bed there is this auto-toss-in-bed mechanism that will act up and i just keep turning in bed so i decided to get up and blog. =)

well i've been talking to some people about my result collection and if its bad what will happen and all, then i started to think about my education life ever since primary 1. i realised ever since i started school in st gabriel's primary i wasnt a very good student, often not completing my homework and what not basically how you'd prolly think how a st gabriel's student will behave. on the psle collection day i remembered very clearly after i took my results i walked straight out of class to my mum's car not even uttering a single word i went in and just sat there, shocked, and my mum also shocked went in the car saying nothing she sat with me all the way til i said 'lets go home'. then went to secondary one im still the same not studying properly and all ended up retaining in secondary three which i can say wasnt a very nice feeling la, this time my mum shouted at me but i promised her to work hard so i did, for awhile that is. when i went to secondary four which is this year, i was still slacking around although taking studies a tinge more serious i studied for my Nlevels i thought it was rather manageable except for the humance. now sitting here with the damm fever still acting up im thinking if i dont get to secondary five and take my Olevels i'd be an utter disappointment to everyone who've ever cared for me, those who've helped me like Audrey, Laura and the one and only Jimmy Lim Chien Chi hahaa. also especially to my mum, she was the one who've stood with me all the way and seriously the sacrifices she made for me, priceless, hopefully i get to express my gratitude for her thru my results and if the results isnt as good as i hoped it'd be, a promise to her and all of you who care for my well being its time to change next year, time to stop slacking and time to buck up already =) hopefully all this well work out just fine.

p.s to all Nlevel people: collection of results are on the 19th of dec, for those in st gabs sec its anytime after 2pm in school uni or tee. good luck to all of us then.

100th entry

2005-12-12T22:43:00.000+08:00

ahhh happy 100th entry to my blog! haha yup this is the 100th entry i posted since i shifted here so yea.

tarnations! my voice is partially gone and whats more caroling at paragon is this sat, now aint that great? sheesh. the thing is i didnt even over strain or shout like there is no tomorrow and still i can lose my voice =(

today i woke up at 9.30am when im suppose to meet bud head in church at 9.30am wahaha. sorry! anyway we went to settle the props and as usual there always seem to be problems popping up but i guess it nothing we cant handle yea. after settling the props we went to lanvender to renew her passport which cost 50 buckeroos man and then we headed for town to shop for presents which i must say she is a pretty good shopper haha i wont say why but she is. it didnt take us long to feel tired so the both of us decided to go back home and sleep but when i reach home i was sleepy so i just laze around the house til there was something to do like packing my laundry.

well well here we go again about my life. i really dunno what im doing with my life actually, recent events have proven that i can be real hypocritical at times but i guess its time i stop being childish, stop putting myself at that particular someone's level. so no more 'ton ton ton' for me im moving on =).

okie lastest update from my cousin he said he received the nlevel results collection date letter already and its on the 19th of dec! shiat la how?! wait havent collect the results yet i heart attack and die already la. hahaha if all of you dont see me online on the 19th prolly around 11pm means im in my coffin already yea. hhaha well then its time for me to go.

choir retreat

2005-12-10T00:49:00.000+08:00

im back from camp already. well to summerise everything about the camp, it made me do loads of soul searching and im glad that i manage to come to terms with my flaws and what now. in this camp there were also relationships between friends that turned really sour and also grew closer, all i can say for the one that turned sour is that i dont hate you yea? but just so you know i have a limit to so much shit i can take from you before i blow at your childish face. *the world owes you no shit*

hmm apart from that the camp on the first two days was spent rehearsing for the musical and some sessions here and there. then the third day was rather relax already just some session in the morning and then it was recreation which ja, denis, benny, sherman, fabian and i went bowling. then after dinner was rehearsal for the carolling at paragon this saturday which i must say i had loads of fun singing the carols and doing retarded stuff.

ahh then finally release from camp this morning, came back to sleep for about 3hrs then decided not to go out because i was really tired out and i also had to work in the night so i guess i better postpone it and sleep abit more. and so after i woke up i headed for work with a rather bad headache =( but it got better after i took the panadol.

well enough about the camp and what not already. i have got a feeling that the results will be coming out next week! and if i fail and not get to sec5 hoho im as good as dead i tell you. so wish me luck yea? hahaa anyway i'll be going to sleep now. goodnight =)

gym / props day

2005-12-02T00:40:00.000+08:00

ahh what a rather productive week its been. i went to the fitness first gym at one george on tueday with my 'pi ku tou' jacinta and woah the scenary there was good. seriously a good place to head down to maybe relax or workout during lunchtime or after work if you people working around that area. hmm well i shall let the pictures do the talking yea haha.

tooopid smile i have =(

ahh the scenary

she didnt even workout. 'the slacker'

i seriously wonder what the hell is that pose. haha

after gym we headed down to little india to meet cheryl to get ja's punjabi (is that how you spell it?) costume. and after which we headed to serangoon central already half dead to look for the props =(.

my ever so spastic bud head. hahaa

i got locked out of church.

the next day we went to church early to get the props done and well all i can say is everyone in the production team was rather satisfied with out work hahaha.

the carpenter

the kung fu man

audrey and i with smelly the snake

our first layer of the paper mache

drama mama

proud of our work 'the wall of fame'

4/7 of the production team

thats all folks. adios amigos =)

oh what irony!

2005-11-27T14:34:00.000+08:00

sitting here with a bowl of yummy bubur pulut hitam (the red bean with coconut thingy) pondering about what happened during lunch that i was rather disturbed by. so let me share my point of view yes?

*note that no names will be mention to protect myself actually. hahaha*

okie this one incident happened quite sometime back, this particular guy said to me something along the lines of "so when are you going to do something more about your life instead of just being in the choir, just singing?*and starts doing some spastic la la la thing, some damm bad imitation of the choir singing* and what is the choir doing about your spiritual life" in a stupid idiotic tone macham he's damm superior like that. well it got me thinking and alil worked up, and my question back to you is what makes you think that the choir isnt doing enough for my spiritual life? what makes you think that you're a notch above the rest of us other people? so what if you're more knowledgeable where our faith is concerned? i can be the smartest one in the world but also be the worst in my personal values. lets the just say the choir provides me just enough of what i need, the choir is somewhere i can feel at peace, where amidst my hectic schedule and my life just zooming pass me a place where i can take a step back and enjoy what i have there and then, a place to think about where my spiritual life is heading towards and a guide to where it should go, teachings although seriously long winded but useful, something we apply into our daily lives. im not good with my words and singing is the best way i can think of in terms of expressing my gratitude to the man up there. thats what my choir means to me. well we'll just see how long you'll last when you go in, and how true to you are to your preachings.

ahh there is something about prayers too. although i dont pray often like you people. but to my its the quality and what you get out of the prayer then how many times you pray. you quoted from the bible to me "its not those who call me lord lord, will enter the kingdom of heaven" right? i wont question what you do or say in that aspect but i know there are definiately people with you who are guilty of that. im not afraid to say im guilty of it too but its what you're gonna do about it that matters. differnt people have their own different ways of doing their things, different ideology, i have mine and i think its still sustaining me enough to still keep me intact. so you can go blahblahblah to other people but not me anymore. you stick to yours i'll stick to mine.

solamente dios puede juzgarme

well at least that off my chest. and i'll be heading off to bed now because i still have work later. argh but its pay day! ahhaa

backstage crew

2005-11-22T00:20:00.000+08:00

ahh you people must be going 'finally an entry' huh? well i dont blog very often so at least my entries looks long. hahaha lets see if i can remember what happened recently ah.

hmm the past week i was working for geoffrey brother's girlfriend wendi, as a backstage crew. you know those in charge of the props, change of scene and stuff? basically everything that goes behind the scene la. they had a play last weekend in the jubilee hall at the raffles hotel, not too bad la it wasnt a terribly tiring job although i do move stuff here and there. met a few new people there, oh and there is this retarded girl but i shant divulge anymore to prevent you from falling off your chair. hahaha well wendi was kind enough to invite me to the play but it was a chinese play so forget it. hahaa anyway hopefully i'll get to work with them again, i think that job is kinda fun la.

choir practice for the musical has started already and well i guess its so far so good for me, hopefully i get my music right if not i'll have denis breathing down my neck. hahaha well for those of you who have been leaving in the mountains our musical is on the 22nd of dec, 7.30pm at the victoria concert hall, tickets are priced at $15, $25(both running out fast) and $50(which are seats with the vips and vvips) and the archbishop will be gracing the event too =) if you people want tickets tell me soon okie?

ahh well its abit laggy but recent events have proven that i jared chan is not suitable for a stable boy girl relationship. dont ask me why but it is. there are times when im not sure what i want out of a relationship, someone to keep me company? to go to the movies with? to talk to till the wee hours? and i think to myself maybe its just that people get attached too easily, like if i like you i tell you then we get attach. no more kampong style where you go get to know the fellow abit more, some of them dont even hold hands til i dunno how long. you might say get to know each other better after you get attached, ah then when you realised you dont like that you see infront of you, then you just backout of it and hurting the other party. hai the troubles of a relationship huh? *pfft*

well whatever it is im going to maple now. adios.

what you give, you have
what you spent, you had
what you keep, you lose

my new wallet :)

2005-11-09T18:46:00.000+08:00

after a long while i finally manage to go catch a movie. i went to watch Sky High with yvonne and Doom with shaun.

on monday i went to cine to meet yvonne after her school to catch Sky High. it was a rather light hearted movie very suitable for kids. i went to get my new wallet and some singlets bishan after the movie hahah. hmm then when i got home thats when i received the bad news that my mum isnt supplying me with my weekly cash anymore. i guess its alright la not like im gonna beg her for any so i'll just have to work and get my own but the thing is she expects me to pay for my own trip bloody hell as if im earning a few thousand a month like that if i was i'll ask her go eat her own socks ah.

anyway the next day shaun came over and we went to watch Doom which as expected it isnt a very good movie, but if you like the game maybe it'd be nice but not to me la. i wouldnt even give it 1/2 a star. luckily i didnt pay for the movie haha. hmm after the movie we went to get marilyn's birthday present which happens to be next week. oh i saw this nice pair of cargos at samuel and kelvin which i might be getting after i get my next pay :) hmm rather gay sounding day huh? hahaa

ahhh i had the weirdest dream yesterday can! i dreamt that i got like what 7-8 points for my nlevels althought i was happy that i pass up to sec5 but i wasnt too happy with the results i mean after all those people who've helped me with my subjects how can i get that kinda results? freaking scary. i still have one more chinese paper to go next week on the 14 and 16 then i'll be free but the anticipation of waiting for my results is seriously killing me! argh. i just hope to pass up with a reasonable grade. i just cant imagine what will happen if i ever fail, i've let myself down once and im not gonna do it again. i wanna experience something i was suppose to experience this year which is working my ass off for my olevels then when i collect my results i'll shut this particular 'mole' teacher up for good hahah, but most importantly i want to experience the good side of 'you reap what you sow' i need to pass up to sec5. althought most people say you have to be an idiot to fail the nlevels and assure me that i'll pass but still im afraid of what if i screw up. ahh my god i dont wanna think about it already la its making my heart jump. hhahaa

those kinda relationship means nothing to me anymore, if anything im just playing around :)

disappointing chelsea

2005-11-02T15:11:00.000+08:00

hai not that i want to say it but really chelsea was an utter disappointment this morning. previously chelsea won real betis 4-0 now they lost to them 1-0, what the hell is chelsea doing la. this is an advice to fellow bet-ers think twice or even a million times before you place your bet on chelsea in the carling cup. the premiership still not so bad, they still performing quite well there. luckily i trusted my intuition well enough to bet 30 bucks on them only if not ah i'll end up like shaun losing shit loads of cash. *see what did i tell you shaun?* hahah now's my turn to tell you that.

anyway that aside this past few days have been rather monotonous as usual la. hmm ohoh i've decided to check out where i can learn how to breakdance! hahah im gonna learn it man. got inspiration from the video rachel sent me the dance moves were like woah la! james wanna learn the moves also hahaha. for those of you who can hear the song on my blog, thats the video's song. anyone wanna check out that video just let me know i'll send it to you. hahah anyway i gotta go rest already feeling damm lerthagic now. *yawns* nighty night people.

clubbing / you piece of cesspool

2005-10-28T01:08:00.000+08:00

well well today's clubbing turned out to be one hell of a cesspool. we went there so early sat around, waste time, waste more time and went off. argh =( we ended up at indochine drinking instead. one hell of a sad case cesspool, donkey raping, shit eater clubbing night.

anyway on a lighter note, i went bowling and got four freaking strikes in a row this afternoon! oh in the morning i went out for lunch with yvonne, we went to scout around bishan for my uncle's birthday present too and finally decided to settle on a pair of ties quite nice if i must say. :) after that i went to tao payoh to collect my ipod and yay they changed a new set for me! haha.

ahhh and i've gotta say that this holiday season isnt exactly very fufilling. i've been sleeping at times where people start getting up to set up stalls at the market, waking up when its way pass lunch time. what a waste of time huh? i havent exactly been following my holiday resolution which its to catch up on my lack of sleep, and to go do some decent workout! well hopefully i get at least one of those done by next week. =)

movie after along along time

2005-10-20T16:17:00.000+08:00

ahhh yesterday was my first movie after a rather long while. yvonne and i went to check 40-year old virgin and it was seriously freaking hilarious, well maybe except for the last part la it was kinda retarded it started when they started singing and doing some flashdance thingaling. hahaha

hmm well the day started on a rather boring note, shaun and cheewee came to my place at about 2.30pm and slacked til about 5pm like that then i had to go get ready to meet yvonne at ps *and obviously i was rather late* hahaha anyway then we went to mos burger to get our 'dinner' which only consist of one large fries, one medium sprite, and one small milktea. after that while waiting for the movie to start we decided to walk around the who of ps then we realised that ps is becoming rather boring. then after the movie both of us went to newton circus there to eat because her friend's dad opened a stall there, i thought the oyster omlette was good but the rest was alright la nothing special. then we headed home after supper and i went to find james and we talked under the void deck *so gay huh* haha james stop trying to seduce me!

oh yea well i just broke my highest score last week! i finally bowled at 168 game heheeh. now my hand itching to go bowling again hhaha. hmm okie la i'll make my way to collect my ipod already adios people!

gerard's birthday

2005-10-14T03:01:00.000+08:00

ahhh for those who can hear my blog music. cool huh? back to old school ahaha. you're tapping your feet to that familiar tune arent you? haha.

hmm lets see what happened today. i was woken up at 4pm by shaun's call! *@&^%#!*&^* then was told that they were leaving for marina south to have dinner there because it was gerard's birthday so i had to get out of bed and rush down. anyway i went down to melvin's place and they were still slacking around playing the stupid flame of recca game. hmph could've actually slept in alil more la and the best part is james woke up at around 6pm! and to think i had to wake up at 4pm. after much waiting and leaving tons of missed 'calls' on james' phone we (bean, gerard and i) decided that we were going to be late for his own birthday dinner and chance giving enough we left for the place by cab. well the food there was great with all the free flow and stuff and not to mention jumping prawns! which unfortunately i had the chance to experience one jumping right infront of me.

well i must say im glad that the outcome was better then i expected. not much of any awkwardness between us and all. maybe we need to give ourselves more time and all yes? buddy =)

for not even i know, what the future holds.

the exams are over

2005-10-09T01:14:00.000+08:00

ahhh! finally the exams are over and the feeling of being liberated from any academic related stuff is seriously damm shiok. hahhaa

okie anyway i think i screwed my humance paper rather badly. if you read my previous post about the social studies paper you'll know it was rather badly done and now for the history paper i should be able to pass it but i dont think it'll be anywhere near my desired grade la. so ah well at least my english, math and science paper will get an A *crosses finger*. hahah

well well now im really free so call me anyone? hahah. at least now i have time to get my long awaited rest which im suppose to get quite a long while ago =) but now the most important thing is getting cash cash cash! loads of it. im currently working at ice cube at gardens so come and visit me if you have the time and also try something from there la yes i confirm that it'll be worth it. today i learnt to make loads of stuff from the one and only Angie *who claims my butt dissappears when i wear an apron* like the smoothies, scooping the ice-cream and making mudpies and stuff. hahaa cool shit i must say. i like working there coz the staffs there all damm friendly la. haha *waves to Angie*

anyway im rather shagged out from working so i'll update someother time soon yes? haha and i know what you're thinking! i'll update la since now its my hols. okie then this is me signing off. zzZZZ....

2005-09-28T23:33:00.000+08:00

heya. as usual i havent been blogging very regularly =)
anyway my actual exams are coming the first paper is like next week? so im rather busy this few days yea. argh hopefully i'll be able to finish studying most of my stuff in time. there is seriously not much time left so i gotta go study again after this entry hahaah so unlike the old jared huh.

hmm there is a performance coming up this sunday at the Asian Civilisation Musuem which is the last time we'll be performing there so be sure to turn up yes? its from 2-3pm. we'll be performing quite a number of pieces and im sure you'll enjoy it so come and check it out. oh and msg and let me know if you're coming or something yes?

the past few days have been rather interesting especially monday. james, bean, shaun and myself we went bowling at kim seng and we ate at the prawn mee shop below the bowling alley. the prawn mee was damm good, the prawns are seriously very huge definitely worth every cent paid for it. but as for the soup, cannot make it unless you're like the herbal soup person dont even try drinking it. james and i found a new way to appreciate the soup though, okie first you drink a mouthful and then spit it out on the bowl or something then you taste whatever that remains in your mouth then it wouldnt taste so herbalish already. hahah weird huh? hahah oh and after eating we went back up to the bowling alley to watch shaun train but it didnt took us long to feel bored so we went into the arcade and amuze ourself with the machine that can dispense loads of coins if you're lucky, very very addictive i tell you. we were like re-living our childhood days la when like the time when you're young and your parents bring you to the arcade and you want to try every single machine there yea something like that. then after winning quite abit of tokens we went to play some other video game. hhaa rather fun day i must say.

anyway the soccer matches have been rather disappointing this past few games. i won some and lost some so in the end didnt really win much from the bettings. hopefully chelsea wins tonight! hahah well then i'll go study for awhile more before the match starts. adios people =0)

long time no see

2005-09-17T00:04:00.000+08:00

lo everyone! havent been updating this blog for quite sometime already huh.

hmm well alot has been happening for the past two weeks or so, some good some bad. but well the Nlevels are coming so gotta give studying the first piority for now and after that i hope the effort will pay off. and i kinda found a job at rynette dad's shop already, hopefully it'll all be good but nothing is confirm yet la hmmm just hope i can bring in some cash so no choice gotta work.

anyway i won some cash yesterday because shaun and i bet on the sporting lissabon match although we won half but im happy already luckily we didnt bet on the everton match ah they freaking lost to Dinamo Bucuresti 5-1. oh but there were quite afew interesting teams to take note Basle who won their game by 5-0, Roma who won their game by 5-1. and actually we wanted to put on CSKA Moscow also but didnt dare because we didnt have enough cash then but if we would have bet on that match we would have won quite abit i tell you. oh and please pray that all of us win the Lyon match tomorrow! big stakes are at risk i tell you. hahaah

ahh its rather late already so i'll have to go sleep already. so well those of you having your exams major ones or just the normal ones do study hard yes? and with that i'll take my leave and go to sleep. adios amigos.

a rather striking line

2005-09-07T22:48:00.000+08:00

hmm i dunno why but this line from last week's sermon by father ho kinda strike me.

"if everyone loves like how Jesus loves, no one in this world would be hurt"
interesting ah.

my actual social studies paper = screwed

2005-09-06T16:36:00.000+08:00

hmm the bad things just keeps on coming doesnt it? but who do i have to blame other then myself.

you see today i my social studies actual paper and no prizes for guessing how it went. and why is this so? all i have is myself to blame, the architect of my own demise just because i didnt put in enough effort to study and practice the subject. i mean all the crap talk about studying at the start of the year to ensure that i get my As? all crap. i didnt even put in minimal effort to even attempt at it. ahh whats more is that i actually found the paper easy but i misinteprated one of hte sources wrongly and it caused it all, major panic la.

seriously if you ask me why im not utterly devasted because of that? but whats the use of banging my head against the wall now since even if i die it wouldnt change the fact that i've already done the paper. so people i hope you wish me luck for my other papers because now, for real im gonna start studying for my other papers. no more funny funny outtings all if it will be kept to minimal if possible . well i just hope i'll be able to maintain all the way la! well im be going out to enjoy the last few days of my time before i go into study frenzy mode. adios people.

i lost my phone!

2005-09-04T20:59:00.000+08:00

ahh its hasnt been a very good week for me la. firstly i flunked my social studieds prelim paper *which for you info the actual paper is next wednesday* and on top of that i dropped my phone in the cab! @%$#*(#@* hai. well i called the cab company and made a report already so im waiting for them to call me back to see if they found my phone or not =( arghh i was too careless la i guess. but anyway my line is still in use so those who have my number feel free to contact me still haha.

well on a lighter note i got an a2 for my english prelim! although i was thinking that an a1 would be good=) as for the rest all boarderline passes so nothing much to say about those. just hopefully i get my desired results for the actual papers la yes? hahah and im studying really hard la so stop tempting me into going out and all! hahha joking joking ah.

anyway today the sfxyouthchoir performed at the asian civillisation museum again. and well overall the performance was good except for one or two songs i guess. they also finally showed the long awaited imovie of the choir and it was really well done. i want a copy of it tooo ah gabriel! ohoh after that the few of us went to check out the museum displays of the vatican relics and stuff and the one that really caught my attention is the model of the basillca i mean the model of the basillca was really detailed too the max and it was about four to five feet long *nicenice* you guys should go check it out ahhh you guys can come on the 1st of october because the choir is performing there again and you guys can come with me=)
hmm guess its time for my to end off already. goodbye people!

whats happening?

2005-08-31T00:31:00.000+08:00

whats happening to me man. is it my doings again? me, architect of my own demise? what does it always seem that when something goes well something else will definitely go wrong? fuck it la what the hell is wrong now?

ah im sorry to those i've made upset its all my fault okie? im sorry. also this entry is not only referring to you.

the idea of the north

2005-08-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

the idea of north

okie the idea of north is declared my favorite acappella group! the song that you're hearing now is 'sweet sweet spirit' by none other then the idea of north. ahh its just to jazzy and the arrangement, singing style and all that just blows me away la hahaa. just hope that someday i'll be able to do something like that too :o)
oh yes before i forget, Cheryl *waves and jumps like mad* can you hear the song!? hehhe

oh yes we went to play dota again today, argh im quite addicted to it already and i had better kick the habit soon before it turns to be something i do 24/7 rather then studying! so yea i've kinda improved again. this time since my CM is not to bad already we decided that its only fair to choose random mode and i got 'lina inverse'*its a character for you info* and not too bad i manage to get some kills and manage to win the match too!=) well anyway after all the dota-ing we decided to go to james place to play majong with i sat out because they were playing money.

well that aside, my prelims are already halfway through and so far only the physics and chemistry papers were rather challenging so even if i pass i might not be able to score well either =( hmmm but i thought the history paper on monday was rather easy so i might be able to score! the chapter that i studied on sunday came out, i know its trying bad to spot questions and all la but no choice because i got not enough time as i started alil late you see =P oh yesyes today's math paper 1 was rather manageable la though there were a few tough questions which some was left totally blank and some was being attempted. oh and i was late for my civics paper today! haha so i didnt manage to complete the last question. anyway all that is left is the math paper 2 which im going to be mugging like hell for tomorrow with the help of shaun that is. well i guess its been a long and tiring day for me so its off to bed i go! adios amigos.

study day!

2005-08-22T15:11:00.000+08:00

ahh finally some studying. yesterday cheryl and i went to the new national library to get some studying done but before that someone made me wait real long then we finally went to bugerking to eat our lunch before heading down to the library. and woah the library is big can! the place where we studied was on the sixth or seventh floor la, how cool is that. ohoh and i tell you when we're studying it was really studying but when the break came ah all the retarded stuff starts coming out and we'll look like idiots in a library laughing at the slightest stuff la.
anyway after studying we decided to head down to the esplanade waterfront to see if there was any performance we can catch, and lucky for us there was some band playing there so we sat there and ate our $2.50 'dinner' there *now doesnt $2.50 sound cheap when you're in town?* hahah ohoh and on the way there we manage to get ourselves a stylo mylo watch each la go check out the pics yea? :o)

thats me and cheryl with our green and blue coloured tounges.

the library sign which everyone conveniently ignored=)

thats me with my green tounge and the not so nice scenary

cheryl's pencilcase

the chocs we managed to sneak into the library

thats my leg. me getting comfy

i dunno why she took this pic =S

in truth something something love. i cannot remember what she said it was =)

the stupid things we did during our break.hhah

thats our nice sweater! proud member of the sfxyc

it says- hello buddy!:)

quotes mark tan 'oh scrub your minds'

her hand is rather small dont you think?

but her feet is like woah!

now now isnt it obvious she's acting?

our cool watches! stylo mylo :o)

anyway here are some pics from the confirmation dinner on sat.

me and elizabeth

me and gab *some gay ah!*

table7

bowling/dota improving

2005-08-20T01:36:00.000+08:00

im not gonna blog much today beacause im totally shagged out.
today was my english paper, and i think that paper1 was rather simple as compared to paper2. initially i couldnt get any inspiration to write the compo so i decided to do the reporting writing first, after finishing it and wasting quite abit of time daydreaming i started on my compo i picked the topic titled 'laziness' heheh it was fairly easy after i did alil mindmapping, i mean how hard can it get to write about laziness if i myself am lazy? hahaha well that aside, paper2 was seriously a killer. i mean they ripped passages out of the 'national geographic' book which i seriously hate, the english used was like *woah* la. me thinks its high time to bring my english up another notch and hopefully score the A for my Ns.
anyway itotally forgot about the chinese paper which was suppose to be straight after the english paper and i happily went home when i received a massage saying "eh you never come for the test ah," argh! but nevermind la prelim only *prays that the teacher will be kind enought to let me and the others retake* but well i wasnt the only one who forgot so maybe there was a communication problem between teachers and students la hahhaa.
after that i went bowling at kovan and then dota with the guys, i think my CM is improving. won both games that i played. overall today was a shaggadelic day! hahaha ah well i gotta go get some rest already. see you soon people :o)

the prelims are finally here!

2005-08-18T15:00:00.000+08:00

die! the much feared prelims are finally here.
today i sat for my social studies paper which as expected im going to flunk the damm paper. well i must say that having the exams in the hall with air con and stuff is not too bad huh just that it was alil cold la. hhaha
anyway i went to have dinner with dennis, ja and benny on monday after the assumption mass on monday *having dinner with dennis is something i never thought i'd do* hahah i was damm quiet during dinner la.
okok i think i'll have to go study for my history paper already so i'll have to keep this entry really short.
oh yes cheryl im damm hungry! ciao everyone:o)

dota craze?

2005-08-14T21:51:00.000+08:00

ahhh my worst nightmare is coming true! its about me getting into all the gaming shit. haha i went to play dota with shaun, gerard and bean just now amd managed to kill bean a couple of times la *you noob!* hahahaa.
okie went for choir in the morning as usual, settled the music for tomorrow's assumption mass, the confirmation mass next week and the performance during the confirmation dinner. all in all practice today wasnt too bad la. after choir, met sarah for lunch and then went to play dota!.
anyway i had to do flag day yesterday, so made my way to bishan at 10.30am to collect the donation bag and being the good citizen that i am, i went around bishan collecting donation and waited for time to pass til about 1.15pm then i called it a day *note that the flag day is suppose to end at 3.30pm* so anyway waited for cheryl and we decided to catch bewitched, and well i wouldnt say that its a fantastic movie la as i thought that the beginning of the show wasnt very good because its like the scriptwriters just had to write more stuff to make the movie longer or something then they come up with some crap, definitely not worth the weekend prices for the tickets.
oh and my freaking perlims are starting next week! argh thats really really bad because i havent been really sitting down to study its just like alil here and there. haha ah well wish me luck yes, i need all of it! hahah okie then i'll leave something that denis was talking about for you guys to ponder on before i go and have my nice nice nap.
"was the bombing of hiroshima right?" yes because it help end the japanese terror? but what about the effects that the innocent people and generations of people after the war had/are suffering?. :o)

menopausing mother

2005-08-11T20:37:00.000+08:00

*note that this might be rather cliche sounding*
argh menopausing mums what can i say? dont worry mum when its not like i wanna live in this family. when i've got the means of taking care of myself finacially i'll move, dont worry i'll still support you still thats my way of showing gratitude for bringing me up.
most of the people in my predicament would prolly ask why God allow their family to be a broken one. for me i thank God, i know it might sound like im damm bad or what but it has made me the man i am today, this broken family has let me lived til today to see what an ugly world this is, if not for a broken family i dont know how am i going to handle another parasite *my dad* which will prolly be enough to kill poor jared. sometimes they say you choose who you want to be, qualities you wanna have, personalities you wanna build but sometimes the daily happenings forces qualities in you which most of the times you yourself dont even want. you think i like seeing myself hate my mum? i know i love her but the hate for her has gotten the better of me. i mean sometimes she can be so immature la, for instance just now when i forgot to throw some stuff away she got angry so fine i deserve the scolding and all so i went to throw the rubbish away in the bin and when i closed the bin there was a *thud* sound la i mean what you expect when metal hits another, and next thing you know she asks me why i slammed the bin and she doesnt believe that i didnt so trying to avoid a heated argument i just told her i didnt slam it and she started shouting and raving like she got possesed or something. i mean for you info slamming and banging stuff when you're angry or unhappy are for babies, althought i do feel like doing it sometimes but maturity comes when you know you feel like slamming something but controlling and holding back that side while finding alternative ways to settle it peaceful. why cant my mum see that? is it so hard to just sit down and talk? well that seems to be the case.
okie that aside, didnt go to school today because when i woke up i was feeling kinda shitty like i woke up with 100kg of weights tied to my back or something so decided to go back to sleep. after that i went to the polyclinic to get my mc and know whats the best? the whole freaking waiting time from the visit til the collection of my medicine was at least 3 hours, sometimes i just amaze myself with the amount of patience i have. hahaa
hmm okie im feeling rather drowsy after taking the medicine so its off to the bed for me already! :o) ciao now brown cow.

sick again!

2005-08-09T21:19:00.000+08:00

boohooo! im sick yet again. this time im down with a serious case of fever, prolly due to over exerting myself and not having enough rest la.
anyway today morning when i woke up i was perfectly fine just alil pain in the arms and chest are because of gym on sunday +P okie well i went out with sarah to shop and i bought this nice foxmen tee for only $12.50 so cheap and nice la ahahha. after which we headed for ps to watch wedding crashers and it was super nice la, i mean the way they sneak into wedding to find girls! hahah they're the masters la.
it's off to my house after that and thats where i realised i was sick, or rather weak la like cant push myself up the bed like that.
i just hope that the sickness continues till thursday or something then i dont have to go to school to see that stupid bitch's face! hahah :o)
hmm well its off to the bed now i guess, im emitting alot of body heat right now so whatever im sitting on feels really hot hot hot!

the istana!

2005-08-07T20:24:00.000+08:00

woohhhooo today was a seriously hot day. and we were made to stand in the hot sun at the istana just for one song!
well i woke up really early today to meet elizabeth for breakfast because apperantly there is not much food provided so fine. after all of us met at cath high for some warm ups then its off for the istana, but seriously the whole time from when we met at cath high at about 9.30am to the performance it was a total waste of time. well for one we were made to sing the same song over and over and over and over and over again then after that just stand around then sing again then stand around some more. and when the whole performance ended most of us are kinda burnt! hahah
okok anyway after the istana performance me and bud head jaja headed for the fitness first gym at paragon and it was really nice of them to let me pass because ja didnt bring her guest pass or something like that and because we didnt have that we were suppose to pay about 30 buckeroos ah? ohoh and the funny thing is that bud head thought that they provide tee-shirt and shorts for workout like the other branches but sadly they didnt so we had to make our way to the nike outlet to get her attire. hahah oh yea i finally tried body jam and its seriously super duper tiring please, its like this dancing/aerobics/'workout-thats-out-to-kill-poor-jared' thing well i must say i did have quite abit of fun trying to keep up with the dance steps and all.
oh yea if you guys think im really angry because of that previous post. nah the anger ended with that post so its okie dokie bow :o) thanks for your concerns though love you guys!

im sorry baby(Sarah)

2005-08-07T00:58:00.000+08:00

hey Sarah im sorr. i know we have our pact about profanity and stuff but this is something i've gotta to seriously rant about.
wah seriously its starting to get to me with all your attention seeking fuck shit. i mean im here but dont fucking take me for granted yea bitch. firstly its really damm irritating when you come to me and whine about me not remembering about something which in actual fact if it isnt there it wouldnt make a difference, about me not caring. fuck you understand i can only be pushed to a certain limit before i punch your nose in. well im gonna keep it short, after this entry its shit over between us.
okie theres that. im sorr if i've shocked some of you with my behavior, but seriously i've been trying my best to stop sprouting profanities although i know its not good enough but this has to come if not i'll just blow up and die. please dont ask me about it unless i talk to you about this but if you wanna ask its your choice you're just not going to get anything out :o) argh just thinking of what happened makes my blood boil to the point of instant evaporation *well that might be alil exaggerating*.
well that aside, the sfxyouthchoir will be performing at the istana later on in the day with cath high sec and pri. and after that me and bud head ja will head down to the gym at paragon to do some body-i-dont-know-what-is-it-about-jam, hopefully it'll help me lose some pudge hahah.
hmm well im heading straight for my comfy bed now so goodbye world!

still sick

2005-08-05T22:40:00.000+08:00

[edited]
ahhh im still sick! or rather the stupid flu virus found its way back to me nose. well i was fine
after my afternoon nap but after the practice at catholic high school i started sneezing again. argh!
anyway i just came back from dinner with cheryl, marie and my brother. we went to macs to eat and it was uber hilarious, okie here's the story firstly cheryl and i couldnt decide if we should get the nugget meal as today is friday then we saw two chairs in the middle no where, near the entrance so we sat there like idiots to make ou decision which turn out that we were going to get the nuggets afterall. then when it was our turn to order we couldnt decide whether to get the 6piece nugget or 9piece nugget meal so it was off back to the stupid chair again and i swear la we look like idiots to the point that people was staring at us! hahaha okie after dinner we went to walk around and i saw this nice adidas polo which i hope i can get it soon after all my debts are cleared. *but i wouldnt mind someone buying it for me! hheeh*
well i've kinda ran out of things to blog about, til the next time adios :o)

performance

2005-08-05T14:47:00.000+08:00

finally the peformance is over! hah well personally i felt that vocal's item was not too badly done especially the first song and the second song, as for the third and fourth songs i thought it could have been done alil better with more dynamics and also precise timing. well for the fifth song "kiss the girl" althought the choreo was good the song was way out of tune i mean the three sections were singing in the correct key and the smart bass 1s sang in the same wrong key through out the song man *i salute you, bass 1s* hahha but its over.
anyway today he band and vocal people were allowed to go to school at 9am but i tell its still too early! i fell sick and its prolly due to insufficient rest because we were at vch since 8.30am in the morning yesterday for i dunno what reason since the matinee show only starts at 3pm. hmm that aside today is boring boring boring! i did nothing in school except stoning. well maybe for one im sick la down with a slight flu so im gonna take my medicine and go take a short nap! and after that i'll be meeting mishie at the club to study *finally some studying in progress* ahaha. after which i have to make my way down to catholic high sec for choir prac because we're going to perform at the istana this sundy, for what i dunno. so thats prolly what im gonna do the whole day la. okie before i leave just wanted to say that all those who came yesterday hope you guys enjoy the concert yea. and thanks for coming down. ohoh and special thanks to Sarah for the lovely rose :o)

stupid jackie chan

2005-08-02T18:05:00.000+08:00

ah well school has been rather boring till today. well see this is what happened yesterday, vocal was going to vch to have a run through of the concert and we were allowed to leave class at about 12pm to have our lunch and stuff like that but melvin didnt dare to leave the class because of this particular teacher so fine he said get someone to call him, so i went and talk to her and she gave me quite a reasonable amount of crap before
she said: "do you know a jared"
then i went "oh thats me. why?"
and she went: "oh, i've heard alot about you. you come see me tomorrow,"
me: "ok sure"
she: "yea you better, if not during your performance i'll shout for you from where i am, got me?"
me: "yessss"

so thats the prelude to the "interesting" thing that happened today.

fastforward-
tuesday (today after school)
me: "hi ms (relatively old still not married yet) X, you asked me to see you yesterday?"
ms X: "yea sit here"
me: "yea what is it you want?"
ms X: "do not speak to me like that!"
me: "yea sure"
ms X: "anyway you know im very tempted to take you out of the performance"
me: "is that so?"
ms X: "yes! because when people behave like assholes i dont think they're fit to represent the school up on stage"
me: "huh like that ah, eh anyway how exactly does an asshole behave? isnt it part of your body?"
*short moment of silence*
ms X: "you do not question me"
me: "finnneee"
ms X: "you know whats zenith club?"
me: "yea why?"
ms X: "i want you there everyday, except for fridays. and if i dont see you there for just one time you'll get a permanently suspension until your GCE 'N' levels since you already paid for it"
me: "okie lo"

well well well. so much for that, im not really sure what happened prolly sleeping in class alil to often but yea i guess i kinda deserve it so i've got nothing to say about the punishment i got, but i hate your (ms X) attitude. just because you didnt get you vice principal's post because they manage to find someone much more capable then a barking dog to take that post, you go around treating everyone like dirt/dogs. but just so you know, you're the bitch around shouting and behaving like one, well i dare you to shout for me during the performance la i wouldnt mind alil more attention and then we'll see who is the one being disgraced then yea? okie well say i'll give you your due respect as a teacher by doing your work and listening in class (although you're not my teacher yet, but prolly next year you'll take my class) like what a normal student should be, but as far as that goes thats all. frankly speaking the mind games you play are nothing to me, well you sure can scare loads of students with that all that barking but i tell you not me, i'll be the toughest nut you'll never crack. true you have authority so prolly i'll just have to behave. this is a game where the both of us can play and you'll never win, why? thats because i'll be the one leaving the school in about one more year, as for you you'll just be stuck in that god-forsaken school just a stupid hod for the rest of your miserable life until when moe feels they have no use for you, then you can pack your stuff and buried yourself six feet under and just rot there which actually you should have done a long time ago my "wonderful" teacher.

ahh haha kinda cartoon why i hate that bitch so much but dedicated such a long entry to her huh? ah well i'll stop here. anyway thursday is that performance already! hopefully we dont screw up yea. adios people!

*better watch your back, just in case*

what a week

2005-07-28T22:24:00.000+08:00

pheew wee! what a week (i know its not the end of the week yet la). so many things happened be it good or bad you name it's happened. all i can say is at least most of it turn out well.

anyway here is something for the guys (you know who you are) to reminisce about. so yea anyway so much has being going on lately and i can definitely say that its the worst series of unfortunate events la. but ah well i really miss the times when the group was smaller, (just off the records its not like i dont like anyone of you yea you're all my friends) when things were much simpler and when all we thought of was having harmless fun. now i seriously doubt that times like these will ever happen again, each and everyone has been influenced by someone else in one way or another and will never be the same person they used to be and that includes me. but well what can we do except to sit back and just think back about the times when we used to be so close, now that everyone has their own new lives, their own stuff they have to do, their own friends etc. its rather hard to please and keep up with all of them. ah well i guess its true when they say, a friend to all is a friend to none. i hate all this taking sides stuff so whatever it is i'll remind neutral yup?

okie on a lighter note. the performance is next thursday already and shitheads still can get the choreo, i tell you its just very taxing to work with these bunch of people, trust me on that. ohoh and i tell you marcel lee is the best principal for now la he is treating vocal to the buffet lunch at carlton i mean its like once in a freaking blue baboon when you principal treats you to anything at all la besides those cheapo stupid stuff you get on national day and stuff. okie til next month when i blog again adios people :o)

another lame post

2005-07-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

blogged. (i'm sorr. i'm quite tired so i'll blog another day haha)
pravin pls upload the site tonight can.

school is starting already!

2005-06-26T20:17:00.000+08:00

ahh! school is starting in just a few hours but it'll be really cliche if i go ahhhh! i hate school! so ah well yay! school is starting already. hhaa that was retarded la

anyway woke up after like only 5 hours of sleep again because i had choir prac in the morning this is a really bad habit one day im just going to die from insufficient sleep or something hahaa. after choir i left for Audrey's place with her to have chemistry tuition and her mum was kind enough to cook lunch for me too thank you aunty! hahah after lunch we took a short "nap" then i had to get down to serious work and wah when i say serious i mean 2.5hours of solid chem work. today we worked on organic chem and i do not understand why alot of people say its a fun topic! those crazy people. and after all that work i too another nap and slept for about 1/2hour this time.

ohoh i went down to gardens after that and had my haircut at jasonsally's and they were kind enough to cut my hair even though they were close and lucky for me because i have school tomorrow! hahah yay for that :( but on a lighter note i kinda like my hairdo now. hehehh. oh yea i just read this letter from the ministry of defence and say i've to make my way down to i dunno where for fitness test and all and i have this feeling that i got myself into shit because i didnt complete the defferment form online and no way am i going into army now i tell you NO WAY! haha i'live aunty elsie a call later to check la i dont think it'll be that bad right? hopefully la. okie this is the end of the holiday entries which marks the end of my holidays and the new beginning of a very nice school term! wahhha (you do know that all the yay school is starting stuff is rubbish right?) so adios! :0)

quiz again

2005-06-22T01:45:00.000+08:00

okie i am just too lazy to blog so i ripped this of some guy's blog.

A- Age: 17
B- Boyfriend: yea sure. im gay
C- Chore you hate: er prolly all of em
D- Dad's name: stephen (is that how you spell his name?)
E- essential make up item: none
F- favourite actor: none
G- gold or silver: silver
H- hometown: singapore
I- instrument/s you play: guitar only
J- job title: student
K- Kids: dont have
L- Living arrangements: normal
M- Mom's name: pat
N- Number of people u've slept with: many many
O- overnight hospital stays: eh once when i was really young
P- Phobia: when people starts backstabbing?
Q- quote you like: none
R- regular drink: water
S- secret crush: none
T- time you wake up: around 11
U- unique habit: using vulgarities unknowingly. haha
V- vegetable you refuse to eat: BROCOLLI
W- worst habit: using vulgarities unknowingly
X- X-rays u've had: quite a few
Y- yummy food you make: spaggetti cabonara
Z- zodiac sign: pices
last cigarette:i dont smoke
last kiss: sunday?
last good cry: a few months back
last library book checked out: none
last crush: er if i remembered correctly it was audrey
last phone call: by sarah
last tv show watched: wimbledon tennis thingaling
last time showered: just
last shoes worn: brown addidas
last cd played: i dont use cd
last item bought: can food
last downloaded: nelly - err time
last annoyance: cant remember
last thing written: my history stuff
last sleep: yesterday?
last chatted with: dan
last sexual fantasy: haha well thats for me to know and you to find out
last weird encounter: with the handsome guy in the mirror
last ice cream eaten: mini cornetto
last time amused: recently. (how everyone can be good friends and next thing you know they're biting one another's balls)
last time wanting to die: never! i scared haha.
last time in love: hoho goes way back to the year 2000 i think
last time hugged: sunday
last time scolded: saturday (for waking up late!)
last chair sat in: my chair
last shirt worn: my lebron tee
last poster looked at: ff10
last show attended: i cant really remember!

haha thats all folks! til next time adios.

tennis is improving.

2005-06-19T20:30:00.000+08:00

ahh today's tennis session was quite fruitful.
i think i've improved on my backhand
and considering that i only had like 5 sesions of tennis im quite happy with my results.
play with sarah, cederic and his friend from the club for about 2hrs or so
then i went to shower at sarah's place and slacked there for awhile
and finally made my way back home.

oh one random thing i hate people calling me a moron so whatever it is call me fucker, cheeby face or anything under the sun? but not moron or i might just fuck you up well and proper :o) i dunno i just kinda dont like it but no special reason.

hmm also i've been wondering what its like to celebrate father's day since i dunno when (not like it affects me la but just wondering). but this year may be alil different because i know that i still have my father up there (as in God not that my dad died or something la!). haha so anyway happy father's day too all dads out there prolly with the exception of my real dad (not that i hate him or anything just that in my eyes he aint considered as a father). okie then i'll be off to prav's place to change my blog's layout. adios

random entry

2005-06-18T22:16:00.000+08:00

argh! sleeping at 3am and waking up at 8.45am isnt a very healthy habit i tell you.
after the preview of "the bus" james, melvin jona and i walk around mohamad sultan(however you spell it)reach home about 1am+ and used the com till about 3am then i went to sleep!hahaha and the thing is that i have to wake up at 8am because there is choir at 9am!

anyway i went to church at 9 for practice then at 11.30am the wedding started and i was seriously in a daze very slow reactions. after wedding mark, laura, audrey and i went to macs to have our lunch and the counter fellow shortchanged me $10 luckily i went to check ah if not lose $10 like that. okok after lunch headed for audrey's place to have chemistry tuition til about 3.30pm then i went to pull out her bed and lie there to look at her melbourne photos and i tell you i have to go there one day! haha after that i sleep for about 1min and the next thing i know it was time for choir so i had to get up and then laura drove us to church. haha thats how the day roughly went kinda monotonous la but ah well the hols are coming to an end and not much work have been done for since the start of the hols la. i better get something done in this one week if not i'll just rot and die. hahha okok i gotta go rest already im kinda down with a slight flu so hopefully it gets well before tennis tomorrow! adios people!

1yr5mths anni

2005-06-09T11:42:00.000+08:00

ah! this is like damm style la crashing lactures and all.
okie here is what happened
i met sarah in the morning and headed for TP to "attend" lecture!
and the bloody lecturer was asking her question then so happens that the sector that im sitting in was kinda noisy la and she went like "anyone know whats intranet?, how about the guy in red, red is my favourite colour.(and guess who it was! argh)
damm cartoon la then you'll see sarah passing me the book to check and all.
anyway im now in the library using the com if not i'll be bored to death i tell you.
oh and as for the second half of the day i'll blog about it later k?

something cool

2005-06-09T01:48:00.000+08:00

ahh im going out really soon!
damm excited la hahah i'll update about it later on.
anyway i just found something cool about my name hahaha kinda bored la thats why

here is the link - http://encyclopedia.thefreedictionary.com/Jared
and this is what it says:
Jared (ירד, Standard Hebrew Yéred / Yáred, Tiberian Hebrew Tiberian Hebrew Yéreḏ / Yāreḏ) is derived from the Hebrew

(Gen. 5:15-20). The biblical Jared was the son of Mahalalel Mahalalel or Mahalaleel (Hebrew מהללאל Mahalal'el or Mahălal’ēl) was a patriarch named in the Hebrew Bible. He was the son of Kenan, son of Enosh, son of Seth, son of Adam in the Old Testament of the Bible. He was also the father of Jared, father of Enoch.

The first was the son of Cain. Cain later founded a city which he named Enoch.
The second was the son of Jared, father of Methuselah, grandfather of Lamech and the great-grandfather of Noah. Genesis 5:24 tells us, "Enoch walked with God; then he was no more, because God took him away".

The word Jared is of archaic Hebrew origin, meaning "the descendant".

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Jared is a popular first name (personal name) in many English The English language is a West Germanic language, originating from England. It is the third most common "first" language (native speakers).

The name is perhaps most popular in the Latter-day Saint A Latter-day Saint is a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints (LDS Church), and should not to be confused with the different, though similar term "Latter Day Saint." . Jared, the founder of the Jaredites.

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Jared is also the name of the spokesperson (Jared Fogle Jared Fogle is a spokesman used by Subway restaurants in its television commercials.
commercials as "Jared from Subway".

cool huh? hahah ah well just kinda bored. anyway im going off already! good night people!

tennis!

2005-06-05T18:25:00.000+08:00

ahhh i feel damm burnt la!
yesterday the group of us went to sentosa to suntan, play volleyball, soccer
and it was damm fun la.
oh oh and there was this lady who went there to sun tan and was topless for awhile la!
i didnt like go to the beach last time because of the sand that gets everywhere
but now its like i cant wait to get back la. eh guys we'll plan one more before school starts yea.
anyway yesterday's group was really huge. there was me, james, melvin, gerard, uncle martin, jona, daniel, chng, cheexian, peidong, zhezhe(is that how you spell his name?), marcel, geoffrey, neng, raj, john, avia, jeannine, xuanfang, michelle and jenn. hahah thats like 20 people? never been to sentosa with so many people la.
hmm and i'll upload the pictures soon yea.

today we finally learnt exultate justi at choir! yea nicenice!!! hahaha okie nevermind about that.
after church went down with sarah, aaron(her bro not mine! haha) and clar to macs for lunch
then we headed down to her place to slack til about 2.30pm then we went to play tennis! it was damm fun too la except for the burning sun that was causing me to be burnt even further. hahah
after tennis we went back to her place to play chess and i picked it up quite fast la! and believe or not this is my first chess game. hhhaa.
and now im at her place blogging and will be staying for dinner. hahah today is good too boy. lunch, tennis, chess and dinner all with my baby is funfunfun!
hahah okie i'll get going now and til next time. adios amigos!

shopping again!

2005-06-04T01:36:00.000+08:00

finally! our long awaited shopping trip.
i bought my nice shades, a pair of jeans from foxmen
and a freshbox tee which now my baby and i have the same.
we also went to check the kenzo shirt out again and this time i took a photo of it!
man i really wish i can have the shirt now! hahaha
after the shopping trip i went to jasonsally's to cut my hair and boy was it expensive but it was not too badly done la at least my head feels lighter now and its much more cooling! :)
then we had the mud bombes thingaling some blue berry stuff! and boy was it good although not the ideal size (should've been bigger!) but it was good.
and after a long day of shopping and pig-ing out i sent her home and went to meet dan, raj, natt, jenn and neng opposite ban heng and hanged around there for awhile
then went to eat at r.k with melvin, uncle martin, avia, dan and james.
headed home.
and yes baby it was really a wonderful day shopping with you today yea? we'll do it sometime soon okie. love you loadies!!! :o)

shopping today!

2005-06-03T01:00:00.000+08:00

oh man! i just went for my first singapore sale walk today hahahaa. i met laura at about 12.15pm then we went to eat at the chicken rice stall at the top floor of far east and well it was not too bad la considering i paid about $4.50 for it.
hmm after that we shopped and talked about loads of rubbish la. then went around the basement of far east and baby i found some nice skirts!!! hahaah weird ah me shopping for a girl and laura was looking for magdalene's (that's how you spell the name right?) presents but sadly we couldnt find anything nice la so it was more walking and our next stop was paragon and WAH LAU I SAW THIS REALLY NICE ORANGE SHIRT FROM KENZO LA!!! but i was guessing from the looks and all from the shop that it'll prolly cost nothing less then $150 and that there is a possibility of it costing up to $500 hahahaa so ah well i guess i only can dream about myself wearing the shirt! argh. then we stopped by hereens too but after the whole 3hours of walking around i only found that the kenzo shirt was the only on my mind so didnt really have the mood to shop for other stuff. oh yea i found out that hmv at hereens does sell some nice choral music cd those of you interested in choral music can go take a look yea.
anyway soon i'll be going for another shopping trip with my baby girl! hehhe this time hopefully i find something nice and cheap. okie la its kinda late already i'll stop right here.

the holidays are here!

2005-05-31T22:36:00.000+08:00

okie now that the long awaited holidays are finally here it feels kinda stupid because when i still had school i cant wait for the holidays but now that its here its gets boring and the thing is that as usual its means that there will be nothing to do because quite a few of the people i hang around starts poly now! argh also i better do something for my karma and get some studying done or something like that if not i tell i'll screwed my prelims up but not that it really matters or anything like that. also i gotta get some workout done if i wanna lose some of those pudge around my body too!

anyway as some of you might have read from Sarah's blog that we were helping Sherlyn with the st gab's primary with their funfair and all yea so i took the chance to visit this old teacher mr goh who was like the teacher who kinda saved me from getting into normal tech la he made me stay back everyday after school and made me do math! but at least i got a B for it or something. so yea was kinda surprised that he remembered my name and also asked about my math which for you info all these happened about four years ago? hahah. ok that aside Sarah and i helped out in the xbox stall and i swear kids say the darnest things man there was this kid who asked, "whose parents are you?"
then i went, "im my own parent."(but i guess he wouldnt get it la)
and Sarah was like, "we're not parents"
then the cartoon fellow said, "then are you parent volunteers?"
Sarah, "we're not parents!"
then he finally said, "then are you volunteers?"
hahaha i tell you it was kinda hilarious la. also st gab's primary has a freaking pool team la! they even have pool as a cca and also have two tables in the school compound dammit! why didnt they have something like that when i was there huh? assclowns. okie anyway i am kinda sleepy now so i'll make my way to bed.

nice dinner.

2005-05-28T01:40:00.000+08:00

ahh i just came back for bzb's pub at gardens with james, uncle martin, melvin, uncle jimmy and his family. went there kinda drank abit, played darts and sucked like shiit and played pool. before that had dinner at melvin's place coz his mum invited the few of us like james, gerard, natt and me over for dinner and woah the dinner was shiok la western style with mash potato, bigg drumstick and some other stuff too la. very filling.
well i skipped school three days in a row so i'm kinda like on hols now but the bad thing is that i've nothing to do! so if any kind soul has nothing to do too let me know we'll go out or something (thats how bored i m!) hahaha. hmm but during the june hols i've like a whole line of shiit waiting for me la like going back to school for lessons and all that kinda stuff but hopefully its like in the morning or something only.
anyway my mum is going to see my teacher in a few hours time! dammit la im sure im going to get to taste hell or at least thw wrath of the mother! just pray that i dont die too horrible a death okie? damm scared now la dunno whats going to be the result coz im not going to follow her to school so at least she cant ask me questions and double check straight away with my teacher hehee.
hmmm i'll be heading down to my primary school to help with the carnival or something like that later on so i'll prolly take the chance to visit my old teachers and hopefully they'll remember me.

oh yea here are some photos from melvin's and natt's birthday dinner and the fishing trip -
fishing

melvin's and natt's birthday dinner

quizzie

2005-05-24T23:43:00.000+08:00

Would you ever date someone younger than you?:
- i guess

Someone Older:
- i guess

Ever been drunk:....
- nope. prolly high

Been in love:
- yup. am now

Loved someone who you knew you couldn't have:
- i guess

Gotten in a car accident?
- nope

Broken a bone?
- yup most elbow.

Had your heart broken?
- hmm well yes and no

Last time you said I love you to someone:
- couple of mins ago

Last time you cried:
- months back

Last time you laughed:
- during the overnight fishing trip

Where do you see yourself in 10 years:
- prolly in the business line?

What age do you see yourself married at?:
- hmm not too sure about that

Describe your dream wedding:
- the one with my baby

Do you sleep with a stuffed animal? :
- hahah well yea i do

If you could dye your hair one color what would it be?
- preferably dark brown with no white hair!

Do you eat chicken with fingers or with a fork?
- depends.

What are you not looking forward to?
- not too sure

What are you looking forward to?
- seeing my baby tomorrow!

Would you rather give or receive?
- give. in return i'll prolly receive too hehheh.

How many homes have you lived in?
- 1

One pillow or two?:
- 2pillows 1 bolster

Do you get along with your parents?
- yup. most of the time at least

Do you drive?
- nah

What kind of car would you have?
- haha any car that looks decent will do.

Do you work?
- yup used to

Your recent expenses?
- school food which made my tummy hurt.

Whats your favorite food:
- quite alot to name

Do you have braces?
- want to! i m going to see the dentist and pay from my own pocket!!!

Who is Tokyo's prime minister??
- Junichiro Koizumi

How many guys/girls have you kissed?
- not alot

When was the last time you went on a date?
- quite sometime back already!

Have you ever got in serious trouble?
- well with my mum yes

why is the sky blue?
- The blue color of the sky is due to Rayleigh scattering

Do you trust your friends?
- yup. not all though

Who was your first crush?
- serious crush? audrey. but that was history

Are you the romantic type?
- well kinda i guess. depends how you define romantic

Do you love your life?
- well most of the time i guess.

Have you ever been chased by cops?
- nope

What's a secret you've never told anyone?
- haha none

Name your 5 favourite cds that you own
- i dont have cds i download!

Name your current favourite song and artist?
- september - earth, wind and fire
momma out, rose of sharyn -killswitch

Listen to radio?
- just about an hour ago

What station?
- power 98

Last time you saw your current crush?
- all the time

If given a chance, where will you want to be now?
- where she is

Last time when you got dissapointed?
- last week. the time when i asked my mum to fork out some cash for my braces but she refused.

Are you the type who makes the 1st move?
- yup. i did!

What annoys u the most?
- sleepless nights.

flu sucks

2005-05-21T20:29:00.000+08:00

argh being sick sucks la! i guess i've got no one else to blame but myself for not getting enough sleep yesterday night coz i went back like around 1am and slept at 2am hahaa ah well. okie anyway today was really shiity la i was like rubbing my nose all the time and my eyes looks like some china eyes like that i wished there was some kind of medicine that once i take it and i'll get cured instantly hahaa.

being alone.
i dunno but i just started thinking about this thing about being alone. like would you consider being alone to be something good or bad? to me its something good (but dont get mix up about being alone and being lonely ah. because being alone can mean you have friends and all but choose to be alone whereas for being lonely its more of you not having friends or something along that line) i mean when you're alone you have loads of time to reflect on everything in your life. i think it takes alot of discipline to be alone and not many people can as they would be constantly seeking companions to keep them company maybe because they cant stand the feeling of being left alone or not having anyone to talk to. sometimes i'm guilty to of it too la but its like maybe you should try setting about 1/2hr being all by yourself reflecting about your own life like has it been worthwhile or was it just wasting your time and other people's time or have you've done something productive and in the meantime not having contact with anyone at all. just to let you know ah this is not any religious thingy ah its for everyone and any race or religion. well i guess this is food for thought la.
hmm i guess i gotta make a move first as i'm really sick and still rubbing my nose la its red-der then rudolph's hhhaa.

happy birthday natt!

2005-05-21T02:01:00.000+08:00

hahah hope you like the surprise natt! happy birthday in advance and hope you like the prezzies we got you yes?
went for natt's surprise party just now and it was good la except for the dj his choices for songs kinda outdated la. maybe i should feedback that they find more modern dj or something like that just imaging that it was kinda slow until he played september then i cannot take it i started doing the saturday night fever dance moves la hahahaa damm hilarious. oh oh and natt is officially declared the sabo queen can because she was suppose to go to the front and give a speech then rese or some people from her school shouted that they wanted her to sing a song and she asked for other singers and called my me then james and melvin too super sabo! hahaha but anyway overall it was a good party la afterall we went there for natt's birthday not for some amateur outdated dj right? hahahaa i wish somone would do something like that for me hehehe =P. i'll post the pictures as soon as michelle sends them to me yea.
hmm anyway i think i'm going to take up bowling and start training after i get my titanium messenger and my shoes but havent decided on that thou after that its training and studying but studying will be or first piority la after Nlevels maybe i'll join competitions with the rest of the brotherhood ahha. okie anyway its getting like late and i cant really see properly already so i gotta go sleep yea til next time people! take care.

the audition

2005-05-18T22:04:00.000+08:00

wah yesterday was like the most stressful day of my life la. i went for some audition as a vocalist at some company called e-mage artist there was like four or five people there then after all the talking the "judged" did we had to sing whatever songs we wanted on a small stage infront of everyone la. i chose isnt she lovely by stevie wonder then after all the audition only two couldnt make it and me and two guys and one girl had the choice to go for their course then after that after that if we do well we'll get shortlisted as a solo artist at live performances or as an emcee for any event they organise. but the course all cheena shiit so i've not decided yet but i prolly will give this a miss la.
anyway today i went bowling and i got a 107 finally maintaining my over 100 score now all i have to do it a my ball and shoes so i can start training my hook but that'll take some time la. anyway i'll keep this short la i gotta go sleep already damm sleepy. so i'll zoom off to wash up now. bye people!

too lazy to blog

2005-05-15T00:47:00.000+08:00

okie the only reason why im doing this is because i'm too lazy to blog.

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. jared
2. jerome(thou not many people know its my second name)
3. chan

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. jared
2. jared
3. jared

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my arms (hehe although its not big or anything)
2. my height
3. my biggie down under

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my face
2. my head hair
3. my set of teeth

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. chinese
2. peranakan
3. the sun? too hot

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. those gruesome shiit
2. those fearfactor wormy stuff
3. farking insects

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. my daily workout
2. handphone
3. my baby!

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. cj dryfit tee (no i'm not in cj)
2. converse shorts
3. my sexy blue undies hahhaaha.

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. ludacris
2. snoopdog
3. rockapella

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. ludacris- move bitch
2. snoopdog- drop it like its hot
3. rockapella- save tonight

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. love
2. trust
3. good communication

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order, try and guess which is which):
1. i'm handsome
2. i'm damm handsome
3. i'm damm super handsome hahhahah

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. big boobs
2. sexy ass
3. brown eyes

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. going to the gym
2. bowling (new found hobby)
3. basketball

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW
1. rob the bank
2. sleep
3. get a new bowling ball, a bag and a shoe (one package)

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. a pimp daddy
2. president of the united states
3. pornstar

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. sentosa
2. east coast
3. serangoon central

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
1. shiithead
2. dickhead
3. nohead

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get laid
2. bowl a perfect game
3. live another day

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i have a biggie down under
2. too much raging hormones
3. i like girls. alot

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. gay tendencies
2. i've got rather big boobies
3. my period's next week

THREE CELEB CRUSHES:
1. lana lang
2. fiona xie
3. jeannette au woooo woooo

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
1. me
2. myself
3. and i

blogging alil too often

2005-05-07T00:20:00.000+08:00

hmm if you notice how frequently i've been blogging now you prolly not guess that i'm in the middle of my exams. its seriously disturbing to know that i only blog more during my exams then on normal days and if you notice on normal days one entry could come like every two weeks or so but during the exam period there be a few entries in a week la hahah. ah well anyway i just came in the house because my mum locked me out for awhile because i came back after the time i stated and i tell you being locked out of the house and having a stomachache isnt exactly a very nice feeling i was even contemplating whether i should fine a quiet spot somewhere around to shiit la wahahahaha!

anyway Sarah came to my house this morning and we watch 'shall we dance' and boy it was good espacially the dancing and stuff woohooo who knows i might just take up ballroom dancing one day hahaha. ah well i'm in love with j.lo's butt!(see this baby) hahahahaha. ah well i gotta go shiit already. bye peeps=)

the cold bath

2005-05-05T20:22:00.000+08:00

i sat for my mentally tormenting english paper today. well i think i did quite ok for paper1's section1 the free composition part i wrote about the discussive essay shiit the rest was crap la like one of them was like "God and nation" and i seriously couldnt be bothered about the rest already. but the section2 was kinda screwed up la firstly they asked to write a school newsletter about some shiit and it stats that as "for official records" so the first thing that came to my mind is that its a formal letter but still rather unsure so after procrastinating for about 10mins i decided to just write it in the formal format and the worst thing was that you know you'll have to write like "dear...blahblah..." to whoever in a formal letter right i went like "dear school" wah thats damm stupid la and on top of that i was having alil stomach problem towards the end of section2 so i was trying to control and the more i try to control the harder it is for the inspiration to come so yea i think the ending of the section2 was total crap la. but come to thing of it was quite hilarious la but i'm sure when i get the results and read the teacher's comments ah i'll prolly be banging my head on the table la hai. then after the break paper2 was even worst this time i had flu and it was seriously irritating the hell outta me lucky for me i had tissue not like the idiot somewhere behind me who kept sniffing. also paper2 wasnt exactly that easy to begin with can ahhh! i think that even if i pass english it wouldnt be anywhere near a fantastic grade laaa! hahahaa oh well what's done is done right.

okie on a lighter note today is the first time in 17odd years of my life that i actually took a cold bath can. the stupid weather is bothering me that bad la. okok anyway i am feeling kinda lethargic now so i'll go get some rest yea. take care people!

the judgement days begin!

2005-05-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

ahhhh! the judgement days begin tomorrow over a period of around two weeks or so!!!
tomorrow i'll be taking my english paper and the day after i dont have to go to school hurray for clb! hhaha ah well gotta get back at studying for my other papers already so til the next time i blog... adieu people!

ugh

2005-04-28T22:01:00.000+08:00

ok the studying is seriously getting to me. this is a short entry during my miserable 5mins break! hahaha oh well i gotta go already adios people pray that i dont die from stress ok? thanks

friends

2005-04-26T19:32:00.000+08:00

my friends?
i dont know but i seem kinda bothered by this word "friends". what's the definition of the word? i dont know to me my friends are someone who i can count on, confide all my problems in, to be sure that no matter what he/she will be there for me in times of need, that he/she will not forget the nitty gritty details of me, to accept me for who i m. i know it might be hard to fufill all the stuff up there but i'll know if you've tried and i too wont be a perfect friend to you but i will put in my all if i know you're my true friend. there are some true friends in my life right now but veryvery few i can even count them with my fingers and i thank God for them if not for them who knows i might turn nuts. if you think you're the one good for you but who knows it might not be you at all. =)

somewhere over the rainbow will i find true friends?

hypocrites?

2005-04-24T20:01:00.000+08:00

i'm never gonna skip mass on saturday anymore! because of my school's speech day i had to skip mass on saturday and ended up having to wake up like at 6am because i have to go for mass and i have choir which starts at 8.30am so i've got no choice but to go for the 7am mass. i met Joy in church so lucky not so bored but i tell you just having to sit thru the mass was a mental torture i tell you trying to keep awake with my nose constantly irritating the hell outta me because it wouldnt stop feeling itchy. after mass i went for breakfast with Joy and then had to leave for choir. we learnt a new song titled Gradual by Anton Bruckner today! nicenice* and this is where the irritating part of the day comes in. i had to go home by 1pm because i had to go do the sao3 mu4 thingaling and if you know me well enough i dont go for such things unless that person meant something to me but for this case i've never had the chance to even see both my grandparents so i dont really want to go but no choice. the thing is not that i'm disrespectful or what but i've never met them so i dont have a special bond or anything and i find it really hypocritical of the people who just go there once a year and spend that ten over dollars to buy the necessary stuff and then not go for the rest of the year? i mean like what you call that paying respect ah? my foot if i die i rather not have anyone do that if its once a year. but anyway as i was saying after we did what we had to do there my brother, mother and i went to my aunt's place for awhile and i decided to just sleep there as i was really damm tired after that i came home to watch naruto and finally manage to figure out how to get rid of the msn spam virus! might work depending on your computer if you need help with it just msn me yes. anyway i'll be off watch more nartuo!!! hahaa adios amigos.

chalet

2005-04-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

okie this is alittle late but AVIA! i'm only blogging so you wont make noise and hit me! haha joking.
okie anyway i went down to gardens after vocal to meet Natt, Neng, Raj, Jona. then Melvin asked if i wanna go for Nelson's chalet so i thought since i've got nothing to do so why not la. so i went back home with Natt to wait for Melvin since the resident mat is watching smallville which ends like at 9.30pm and i was waiting in gardens since 7pm. when the mat finally came we cab-ed to the chalet and the stupid taxi fellow took the long way round and finally when we reach there it was like 17bucks and the meter was jumping utterly fast and i dont know why not say that he was driving really fast or what okie anyway so the mat asked the driver why he made the round instead of heading straight there but he just said "is it? no one there was only one lane what" and stuff like that and Melvin just kept telling him that there was shortcut and usually the cab fare from where we were to the chalet was alwasy below 10bucks so the driver just say pay him what we think is best and so we just gave him like 10bucks (hahaha reverse pyschology doesnt work on us asshole) ok anyway Natt went there and stayed for like 1/2hr and had to leave.
after she left we started the drinking and i just drank a cup straight down because of the stuff i had on my mind that weigh a ton so me Melvin and James decided to go get cup noodles to eat then i started talking to Melvin about all the shiit that i was going thru and all at least i felt better talking to someone. after that we went back to the chalet and played really stupid games until i was rather stressed out hahahaa. and Nelson taught us how to shoot (hahaha i know what you guys are thinking dirty bastards) but yea not shoot in that way but some clubbing dance step or something. after and we were just talking and playing NFS on the xbox all night until about 6am then we finally couldnt take it and all went to sleep. and the next morning i had to go home because i had choir and the stupid mat didnt want to follow me back so oh well i guess thats all folks.

a spoon and a dick. what comes next?
ans: er... the hair???

got that right? hahahaa try this one

the tree leaves and a bottle cap. what comes next?
guess i'll tell you the ans on the next entry. can you just tag my board with you ans wahahahaha.

adios people.

i cant do it

2005-04-18T15:49:00.000+08:00

i cant do it la fuck
i have fallen too deep already
to a point where even the thought of it brings tears to my eyes
call me softhearted
call me anything
i've realise that studies is not the only most important thing to me
studies does not complete me
but the love i have for her does
as all these tears roll down my cheeks
it brings to mind how far we've come
how much it took to make it this far
the effort put in
the heartaches
the crying
the good and bad times
the obstacle that we've been thru as one
all these are what made us strong
to stare the problems right in the face together
i know that we'll figure a way out of this mess
i've realise i cant do it on my own
so we'll figure this out together
i promise and i'll keep it.

"i'll love you till the day i die"

first time going fishing

2005-04-09T22:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday after school i came straight home to watch just married with Sarah. after the movie we headed down to ang mo kio station to collect her medical report and then we headed down to gardens to pass Kristine her bill and made my way home to collect my stuff for overnight fishing! then went to the s11 at serangoon central to eat.
okie and here is where the journey to punggol end begins -
when we were at the interchange we realise that we had to get charcoal so Melvin ran to the 7-11 at ave3 to check but sadly the poor soul came back empty handed. anyway then we boarded the bus 82 to hougang and decided to try finding some charcoal at cheers but he went there alil to late because a bangladeshi bought the last pack damm that ass. he should have let us have the charcoal la because he can cut his finger off and use it what almost same colour hahaah joking la. okie then we made our way to compassvale point to try our luck for the last time and yup we got the damm charcoal and after that we made our way down to punggol end finally. we were also harmonising in the cab hahaa.
when we finally reach that place we started out but fixing up the rods and stuff and when it was all done we start to pitch the tent and just nice not long later it started to rain really really hard but only Melvin and i were smart enough to take cover in the tent and the rest of the idiots got themselves wet. anyway its not til morning that James and i caught one fish each damm happy la we took loads of photos too. i'll upload it soon yea. anyway i gotta go i'm really shagged so i m going to sleep now. adios amigos.

first time and we got silver

2005-04-06T22:11:00.000+08:00

ok well i was proven wrong the guys did well and we manage to clinch a silver award and i prolly can live with that considering that its the first time that st gab's choir is taking part in the SYF well all i can say is congrats guys.
today Melvin and i woke up late as usual so obviously we were late for school but well it's not really a surprise to the teachers that the both of us always come late. anyway the day started with the mental visualisation to get us focus on achieving what our best deserves and after the mental exercise i was pretty shocked to hear that the whole sound changed when the focus factor was in place then i started to feel better because as you can see from my previous post that it's not a very nice one only so because the sound they produced yesterday was really a bronze sound. after the warm ups and final run through we're finally on the way to the conference hall and this is where i start to get really sleepy (dont ask me why) and so i slept for the whole journey despite the warning from Ms ng not to sleep because after that we'll feel letargic and stuff. when we reached the hall we waiting for about 1/2hour before our turn to go to the warm up room and we did our final warm up and then its off to the big stage. we were the very last choir of today to perform so i guess all the applaud was because the other schools were happy that we finish so they can get their results hahahaa idiots=) ok after we perform the judges left the hall to tabulate the marks and then about 15mins there was the results. there were only 2 gold award to methodist girls school and st nicholas girls. and only 1 cop awarded but i didnt catch who got it because i swear the girls were screaming so high and loud they almost reach ultra sound i tell you. then when they said announce "st gab's...short pause... silver!" i was shock til my balls when up to my head then all the way down to my toes and back to where it belongs and the ball-less idiots from st gab's choir scream so damm high pitch that my ear drums almost burst and i conclude that their parents prolly born them with one ball less la. but overall i was rather please yea?

ok on another note if you read my previous post you would have seen the riddle right? here's the answer.
ans: if you take the word behind the fullstop and arrange it you'll get
-you (first line) must(second line) damm(third line) stupid(fourth line)
to(fifth line) try(sixth line) to(seventh line) figure(eighth line)
this(ninth line) out(tenth line)
hahahha ok nevermind i was just really feeling damm bored yesterday at Melvin's place la haha. okie well i have to go sleep already yea. adios amigos.

SYF tomorrow hahahah

2005-04-05T20:53:00.000+08:00

haha tomorrow we're going for syf and will prolly get cop. not that i'm looking down or anything but it's just what they deserve for all the talking and other ill-discipline idiots not paying attention and stuff like that. oh well three words "that's what you deserve" and you guys cant blame anyone else but yourselves just think about it. anyway you wanna know how my day went? ok here goes -

daoin fewip jknwfe ahha. foi lkfwe lfwke
oweihj nngloij ijn uoy. ofwein gpoj lknf fifdsf
lknfwe pou tusm. efiopqh oihmn oihji
ewqr eb. uypou mn fanfd oinm
sdl ewfkn fegwpoj mamd. asdih fewnpion rqpoufv afdsoih
vffsdg rewopih er tuspid. rwfe poi
grqwe ot. oin vrw efpok feoih
ioghe ewpor iunfs ytr. dflkn
ooijn vwon vvewr to. fsai vdst olknr
gurefi. sano ihmln wqe okn
oing gwrep oj pojg teon htis.
oinbe weorol nfwej otu.

okie the riddle is really very easy try and rearrange the words it should take you less then five mins to figure it all out. i'll post the answer prolly tomorrow with the results yea. byebye people hehehehe.

the yester years

2005-04-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

hmm the other day my english teacher Ms Santhi said something that made me think back at the time i was sec2. Ms Santhi and i was making fun of each another in class she saying my dick damm small then i said its better having an ass as big as hers and all hahaha. then suddenly she said "hmm Jared you matured quite alot since sec2 huh, even your vocab has gotten better." then at another point of time this guy from my class Gabriel he said "ma'm i scared you cannot handle our class la." because apperently we're one the of class that gives the teachers lots of problems but with the exception of me la unless you consider sleeping as giving the teachers problems but mainly its the noise generated from my class la. so she said "oh yours is not that bad yet, i remember the first class i taught it was the sec2n with Jared(me), Dennis, Korrey and Kang Ming in it, that was the worst class i ever taught." hahaha
then all these made me think about the time i was in sec2. twas really really fun with all the funny pranks then all of us making fun of teachers studying like mad only when the exams were nearing. really very carefree okie wait not really that carefree la but still i wish i could just go back in time. now i know why the rest of those who graduated already always complain that they wanna go back to secondary again. now its all the "you better study for your exams ah boy" shiit. hai if only i have more time on my hands to study and do other stuff now there so little time for anything except studying that i can hardly keep my dam head above the water la haiyo.
anyway its not some entry like macham i going to graduate or something ah just something out of the blue.
ok anyway tomorrow i'm going for some divine mercy thing. anyone wanna come with me pls? i've got a damm good feeling that it'll be really boring. ok i think i'm going to hell for this but i really cant help it la i'm not into this kinda seminar or whatever you call it la argh. okok i sign off from here yea. bye people

too sick to blog

2005-03-25T00:13:00.000+08:00

i'm sorry for not blogging any sooner but i'm sick! ugh came down with a sore throat, flu and really bad cough. i'm also seriously damm weak now not alot of energy left but enough to get me by the day.
anyway today i didnt go to school coz i really felt damm weak in the morning. so i slept until about 1-2pm like that then woke up and saw James in my house haha that idiot. ok i went to the hougang polyclinic at about 4pm+ luckily i went there when it was going to close so there wasnt a really long queue. and i actually got scolded by the doctor for asking for a MC la. she was like you need a MC and i said yes of coz and she asked for school? and again i said yes then she said next time if you are absent from school please come in the morning if not dont assume you'll get a MC the next time. hahah ok la not exactly scolding but lecturing me la bloody hell i pay the polyclinic money and still want to give attitude hahah oh well. ok anyway my hand is getting really weak already so i'll stop here unless you wanna see "shdfsqdihfoaishflkansdjfh;ahsdfjklasndkjasdnv;ashfasdg, slghasl; dgh a;" for the rest of my entry then i dont mind typing more la hahahaha. okok til next time take care people!

cocoa'latte

2005-03-18T03:43:00.000+08:00

ehlo everybody. ok here's how the day went yea.

i went to school in the morning for cca. holy innocents sec, pres high sec, yusofishak sec, woodgrove sec and geylang methodist sec came over to our school for an exchange and sort of a rehearsal for syf. so the funny thing is i went down straight to usher the holy innocents sec up first for some obvious reasons. right Melvin? hehehe. anyway the rest of the schools did great i must say esp pres high la yea.
anyway after all the shiit i went home, slacked, chat with Sarah and try to waste time all at once haha. then Melvin came over about 6.50pm and when the clock striked 7pm we left for James house to meet Adrain(that how you spell it?) okok then we left for town got a black ear stud and headed for cocoalatte! haahaha my first time clubbing and woohoo boy was it cool shiit stuff virgin clubber NO MORE! hahaha. though this might big small stuff to usual clubbers but cut me some slack la idiot haha. ok went there Melvin, James and i went to drink and went up the second level to dance and i tell you this the first time i ever dance with so many people around man. anyway we stayed til about 2.45am then we cab back home and so here i m back home with Melvin. i really dunno how the hell are we going to go to school later on at 9am! haha this is shiit yet cool ahhh i seriously think that i and going nuts la i better get off the com and cook some mee before i eat Melvin up.. hahaha okok this last few lines didnt make much sense but ah shiit it i am going to eat already. byebye peeps

the damm hot sun

2005-03-13T19:15:00.000+08:00

ahhhh ok now i m chow tah! i played ball in the frigging hot sun today man.
ok yesterday James and Melvin came over to stay at my place for the night. we were playing fifa'05, kingdom hearts, king arthur til i dunno what time we actually slept man haha. anyway at about 8am my mum woke me up and i was really damm tired to the point i thought of skipping choir today but then again Denis said that there's some important stuff to settle so i aint no choice lah argh. after choir my brother and i headed down for the cc for training sneaked in there because sad to say the serangoon gardens cc has officially ceased operation since the 10th of march. oh man i am seriously going to miss the place like mad! okok played ball for about 3hours took some pictures there to i'll upload that soon yea heheh. anyway after balling i went to serangoon gardens secondary to surprise my baby who initially thought i wasnt going to play badminton with her but i appeared there so yea hahhaa. arent you surprised baby? heheh. anyway i m really shagged today so i'll blog another entry someother time yea. thats all folks!

stupid girl.

2005-03-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

ah today was rather boring i tell you. boring boring boring!
but the second half of the day was rather hectic all the running here and there made me really shagged and considering the fact that i m down with flu probably due to yesterday's retarded weather and i still went to play ball with James and Melvin. hahah
anyway i went to school at about 6pm and when the bus arrived we went to the Singapore Conference hall to practice for the upcoming syf (scary man) but then again i am going there prepared to get a COP (certificate of participation la you idiot) haha so if we do anyway better then that which is highly unlikely at least that will be a plus point
and if you're wondering why i m staying in the choir its just because choir is the only cca that offers the best cca points and you dont have to do much but sing. ok then practice ended at about 9.30pm and all made our way home. but damm i only managed to catch some parts of the desperate housewife haha sucha scandalous show.

ok on a more serious note-
this is to a young kid in the sfxyouthchoir i wont say what section to protect your identity for now until i find that you're really pushing your luck by trying to cross over the boundaries which i tell you you're just one step away yea.
let me tell you firstly if you want to gossip please gossip about the FACTS (if you're to young to understand the word "facts" means the truth not some fuckedd up rumours =)
and the first time you said i got alot of pimples and i'm ugly? you're not too far off from the word ugly either yea =)
also you find me irritating? i let me ask you have i ever talk to you or even made any form of contact with you? go think about it.
also to your sister please do not go around telling other people whatever thats not true and whoever is the one the message you about whatever information tell him/her that if he/she ever let me find out who the fellow is i'll break your dam skull also if you receive that piece of information keep it to yourself yea its seriously very hurting to certain individuals if this spreads around any further.
ok let me end this off by saying that if you know me well enough i usually dont meddle around with kids in choir but if you push your luck too far i'll confront either you or your parents and if your parents hear about what you have been talking about what do you think your parents will do to you? dont think that just because you're in pri 5 and sec 1 means i'll give you chance because i think you're young yea.

okie thats all folks til the next time i decided to get my lazy fingers to type out an entry adios amigos!

The results

2005-03-01T21:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the collection for the O level results. there were sad and happy faces all around. but to those who didnt get their ideal results its not the end of the world yea there's still poly or you can always retake again right? so chill yea no point feeling sad for so long. =)
yesterday i went for jimmy's then met Sarah in gardens and we made our way up to church. after mass me, Sarah, Sherlyn, Denise, Kristine, Robyn and aunty Bea went for dinner at R.K eating house then made our way to the olivio ice-cream place where Sandra is working. and i got really dam irritated with some idiot who cant shut up for a min argh! oh well being the nice guy that i m i didnt say anything la hahaha.
today i took my english and dnt paper both so relatively ok only. and today i was suppose to go to peninsular plaza to find the leather shoes for vocal but was really feeling damm lazy to move so i decided to just go for mass and go find the shoes tomorrow. hahaha. i'll keep this a short entry to byebye people!!!

our first training by neng

2005-02-27T21:10:00.000+08:00

today is the first basketball training of the team consisting of moi, James, Melvin, Aaron, Timo, Travis, Neng and Nicholas. not exactly the ideal number but we'll work around it also we're kinda new so basic stuff and gameplay has to be taught but give us some time we'll do.
before that i went to choir and it was really hot in the hall i tell you. anyway i went down to macs with the usual people after choir execpt that now Kenneth is out so he was there too. after that i loitered around gardens waiting for Celine to come down to gardens. when she arrived we went to sushi tei for my birthday treat thank you loadies lao ma. anyway after the nicenice lunch i went to the court for our first training but not long after i arrive there was a group of people playing full court 5-5 so we had to wait. and not long after they got into the game it started to rain so i wasted loads of time just to get the training done. we started off by introducing our names, height, basketball experience and preferred position. and i chose either shooting guard or power forward so hope i'll get at least one of it. ok then we started off with some simple drills, free throw stuff and loads of push ups i tell you. after all that we play 3-3 with the oldies and obviously we got trashed except that Travis team trashed them 7-0 hahah congrats.
anyway after about 6pm plus i headed back for home for my wonderful steamboat dinner which i just finish and my stomach is going to explode i tell you. ahh ok i gotta go study for awhile already. byebye people!

common tests!

2005-02-26T14:04:00.000+08:00

ok shiit the common tests are coming in like 3days? and i havent seriously sat down and study can. argh i hate commmon test.
anyway yesterday after vocal i rushed home to change and then headed down to gardens to meet Sarah and went for mass together. i didnt realised that there was choir actually oops...+P
after mass i went to orchard's popular branch to Ja2. then we went to some japanese restaurantto eat and the food was damm nice i tell you shiok to the core. thanks for the treat buddy!
went to meet James and Melvin at about 10pm+ after the dinner to play bball haha. we sneaked into the cc to train and we gonna trash some asses i tell you or at least i hope lah hahaah. and i skipped flagday again today because i was really damm tired man. this will the second flagday that i skip already i'm sure to get into some deep pile of shiito with i go back to school on monday man ahhh!
okok that aside to i think the choir will be practising the songs for the concert next sunday with will include "there can be miracles" "sorang bushi"(is that how you spell it??) and "ride the chariot" so if any of you wanna come please contact me for the ticket. hahaa anyway after choir i'll be having dinner with joy and then go play ball again haha our training seems kinda serious now huh. ok i'll have to take my leave now to go slack some more before choir hahaha. adios amigos!

where eagles dare

2005-02-24T14:56:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the last day of the mission day.
i must say that this mission day thing which intially i thought was another boring enrichment thing turned out to be rather interesting.
it was kinda like a church camp execpt that its not like those session where everything there is is God kinda thing. anyway i didnt really catch much of the sessions because half the time i was sleeping.
anyway today school resumes as normal and i was really tired so i slept for like four periods haha i think i seriously gotta snap out of the sleeping mode already time to study! study! study!. i guess i'll have to quit my job soon and sleep earlier too.

okie i'll have to go off already yea.
ciao.

happy birthday to me!

2005-02-22T22:54:00.000+08:00

holla peepo.firstly i would like to say thanks to all those who wished me happy birthday mainly -

Mummy!- thank you mum for everything you gave me this past 17 years dispite all my rubbish yea i love you.
Sarah- for staying up with me on the phone just to wish me. love you loadies
Elizabeth- for attempting to be the first to wish me haha thanks loads yea lao po.
James- for being the wonderful buddy. thanks for staying up just to wish me yea.
Natalie- for wishing me in the most crude way possible ya.
Celine- for wishing me and for not replying my next msg hahaha.
Melvin- for wishing me and i didnt get whacked up for you infomation.
Joy & Sabrina- thanks for getting me a birthday present yea my good sister and daughter.
macdonalds- thanks for sending the sms. but that doesnt change the fact that i still think you're one hell of an ugly clown.
Novo concertante- the last person i thought would wish me. i really am grateful that you guys remember my birthday! love you guys.
Daniel thong- thanks hamster!
Jacinta- for wishing me and thanks for being one of my bestest buddy!
Sherlyn, Mark abraham and Evonne thanks for calling me yea.

and to those i never mention but wished me. i love you guys too yea just that i m getting alil senile already. and to those who didnt i'll kill you the next time i see you hahaha. anyway today i went for mission day which was total crap kinda boring. then i went to bishan and got myself that thingaling you tie around you hands its brown in color haha. then i went back to school for vocal and then rushed down to work. oh and i met this bloody taxi driver name Gek Hong, i tell you ah i just asked to drive me to the serangoon central macdonalds so i can get my dinner before heading to work and asked him to wait while i go buy my food he said "no no you pay me $4 first then you go buy if you dont come back in 5mins i'll leave" then i went to see the queue in macdonalds and it was really long so i went back to the taxi really pissed off and ask him to send me to the SLF building and scolded him well and proper man. idiot. okie anyway i earned a total of $250 from about three days of work already. thats really good money man. okokok i really needa go now. adios people.

all systems back online!

2005-02-21T07:22:00.000+08:00

hello everyone! i finally got my com reformatted and i m back online!!
haha okie anyway here's the highlight of my week.

friday-
i went to meet james and melvin for badminton. we played til about 7.30pm+ then we all left for home to bath. after that we cab down to aunty bea's place for some party thingy and after the party james got himself injured by chasing a "cat" haha that bloody idiot. then after the whole james-screaming-in-my-ear-because-he-was-bleeding-like-mad thing we went down to gardens to have supper. that stupid daniel tok who was supposed to come meet us was at home happily watching his movie and then we cartoon characters just sat that and waited for him until we cannot tahan anymore and decided to go home first. when i reached home called daniel tok he was still at home watching his movie. so i told him to just come to my house after the movie to do my com and ta-da! my com is finally ok. haha

saturday-
was suppose to go for flag day but i was kinda sick to go so i decided to sleep through the morning. then i went out to meet jacinta for lunch because we were going to the NTU concert in the night so wont have time to eat. anyway after that we all headed up to church for choir and denis did some mic test thing and after a seemingly long day at choir ja2 drove us to vch to catch the NTU concert. i must say that the concert was rather entertaining espcially the second half dont you think? i particularly like the retro songs, dance, outfit. the ah gong was quite spastic too. hahah and we all got to see audrey dance man like how many times in your lifetime you get to see audrey dance? hahaha i'm sure all the choir people will agree. anyway after the concert ja2, paul and i went to meet paul's friend at the kopitiam. hahah and i felt so young around them man they all like 20++ and i am the only cartoon 17 year old there. anyway after supper ja2 gave paul and i a lift back home.

sunday-
actually i didnt wanna wake up for choir but argh i just had to lah there's some concert coming up that we have to practice for. then after choir we headed down to gardens for lunch then went to play basketball until i look like a lobster boy. after that i went home to bath and went back to gardens to bai nian at jimmy's house with sarah hehe. and i had the best birthday celebration can. love you loads baby!

finally blogging

2005-02-10T05:16:00.000+08:00

heya peeps i m finally blogging again. but dont get me wrong this is at my friend's place so dont expect another entry anytime soon yea.
so well i went to my grandaunt's place to bai nian and hai didnt really collect loads of money but well at least i'll be alil closer to my new handphone. i hope i get to collect more later on in the day.
aiya i'll be signing off now kinda lazy to blog any further. adios amigos.

long time no blog!

2005-01-19T11:16:00.000+08:00

holla everyone! sorry for not blogging for such a long time yea. my internet connection is down
so anyway im now at sarah's place waiting to go to pizza hut to eat. hahaha and school has been rather boring i tell you except for probably vocal. ah well i'll keep this s short post yea. adios peeps.